Failing Upwards
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โฑ๏ธ 4:03 duration
๐ ID: 3029757
๐ Lyrics
I have my fate in my hands again
I'm thinking of how I'm a mess to him
Wondering how I'm ever gonna put up with me
I have my heart in my head again
I'm lost as a child can be
'Cause I wander around my neighbourhood
Hoping the answer will appear in front of me
I'm a little uptight sometimes
I don't like feeling like a trophy wife
But I'll wait in the car at the end of the night 'til you arrive
You feel a little misguided 'cause you misread my alliance
And you still think I'm against you in every way
Well, I am today
And I know you're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
I'm all alone at my desk again
Making sense of the mess I left for him
Thinking that I'm the only one who thinks all these things
You feel a little bit tired 'cause you're trying not to call me a liar
And you still think I'm against you in every way
Well, I am today
And I know you're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
At least I'm failing upwards
And I know that you second guess all of your love notes
When you see a photo of him in my yearbook
And I know that you struggle to keep all our memories safe
But I never asked him to stay and you bring him back anyway
And I know
You're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
Failing, failing
Failing upwards
Failing, failing
Failing upwards
I'm thinking of how I'm a mess to him
Wondering how I'm ever gonna put up with me
I have my heart in my head again
I'm lost as a child can be
'Cause I wander around my neighbourhood
Hoping the answer will appear in front of me
I'm a little uptight sometimes
I don't like feeling like a trophy wife
But I'll wait in the car at the end of the night 'til you arrive
You feel a little misguided 'cause you misread my alliance
And you still think I'm against you in every way
Well, I am today
And I know you're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
I'm all alone at my desk again
Making sense of the mess I left for him
Thinking that I'm the only one who thinks all these things
You feel a little bit tired 'cause you're trying not to call me a liar
And you still think I'm against you in every way
Well, I am today
And I know you're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
At least I'm failing upwards
And I know that you second guess all of your love notes
When you see a photo of him in my yearbook
And I know that you struggle to keep all our memories safe
But I never asked him to stay and you bring him back anyway
And I know
You're not trying to break my heart
But you're doing a bang up job
And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
But at least I'm failing upwards
Failing, failing
Failing upwards
Failing, failing
Failing upwards
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:12.46] I have my fate in my hands again
[00:14.89] I'm thinking of how I'm a mess to him
[00:17.73] Wondering how I'm ever gonna put up with me
[00:24.47] I have my heart in my head again
[00:26.47] I'm lost as a child can be
[00:29.25] 'Cause I wander around my neighbourhood
[00:33.44] Hoping the answer will appear in front of me
[00:41.75] I'm a little uptight sometimes
[00:43.84] I don't like feeling like a trophy wife
[00:47.20] But I'll wait in the car at the end of the night 'til you arrive
[00:52.87] You feel a little misguided 'cause you misread my alliance
[00:58.07] And you still think I'm against you in every way
[01:02.32] Well, I am today
[01:07.28] And I know you're not trying to break my heart
[01:13.75] But you're doing a bang up job
[01:18.42] And I told you I'm not trying to lose your trust
[01:25.23] But at least I'm failing upwards
[01:36.31] I'm all alone at my desk again
[01:38.37] Making sense of the mess I left for him
[01:42.59] Thinking that I'm the only one who thinks all these things
[01:47.90] You feel a little bit tired 'cause you're trying not to call me a liar
[01:53.09] And you still think I'm against you in every way
[01:57.22] Well, I am today
[02:01.63] And I know you're not trying to break my heart
[02:08.98] But you're doing a bang up job
[02:13.36] And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
[02:20.54] But at least I'm failing upwards
[02:26.50] At least I'm failing upwards
[02:32.72]
[02:42.40] And I know that you second guess all of your love notes
[02:48.32] When you see a photo of him in my yearbook
[02:53.78] And I know that you struggle to keep all our memories safe
[03:01.06] But I never asked him to stay and you bring him back anyway
[03:12.52] And I know
[03:16.62] You're not trying to break my heart
[03:19.82] But you're doing a bang up job
[03:24.19] And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
[03:31.28] But at least I'm failing upwards
[03:47.65] Failing, failing
[03:50.54] Failing upwards
[03:53.51] Failing, failing
[03:56.16] Failing upwards
[04:00.40]
[00:14.89] I'm thinking of how I'm a mess to him
[00:17.73] Wondering how I'm ever gonna put up with me
[00:24.47] I have my heart in my head again
[00:26.47] I'm lost as a child can be
[00:29.25] 'Cause I wander around my neighbourhood
[00:33.44] Hoping the answer will appear in front of me
[00:41.75] I'm a little uptight sometimes
[00:43.84] I don't like feeling like a trophy wife
[00:47.20] But I'll wait in the car at the end of the night 'til you arrive
[00:52.87] You feel a little misguided 'cause you misread my alliance
[00:58.07] And you still think I'm against you in every way
[01:02.32] Well, I am today
[01:07.28] And I know you're not trying to break my heart
[01:13.75] But you're doing a bang up job
[01:18.42] And I told you I'm not trying to lose your trust
[01:25.23] But at least I'm failing upwards
[01:36.31] I'm all alone at my desk again
[01:38.37] Making sense of the mess I left for him
[01:42.59] Thinking that I'm the only one who thinks all these things
[01:47.90] You feel a little bit tired 'cause you're trying not to call me a liar
[01:53.09] And you still think I'm against you in every way
[01:57.22] Well, I am today
[02:01.63] And I know you're not trying to break my heart
[02:08.98] But you're doing a bang up job
[02:13.36] And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
[02:20.54] But at least I'm failing upwards
[02:26.50] At least I'm failing upwards
[02:32.72]
[02:42.40] And I know that you second guess all of your love notes
[02:48.32] When you see a photo of him in my yearbook
[02:53.78] And I know that you struggle to keep all our memories safe
[03:01.06] But I never asked him to stay and you bring him back anyway
[03:12.52] And I know
[03:16.62] You're not trying to break my heart
[03:19.82] But you're doing a bang up job
[03:24.19] And I told you, I'm not trying to lose your trust
[03:31.28] But at least I'm failing upwards
[03:47.65] Failing, failing
[03:50.54] Failing upwards
[03:53.51] Failing, failing
[03:56.16] Failing upwards
[04:00.40]