Devil in My Mind

The devil in my mind is telling me to have one
Thinking a drink won't kill me in the long run
But if I take a sip then it's game over
Wasted again after three years sober
And now I feel like (I am better than who I was then)
This could be the night (but what if I can't say no)
I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight
With the devil in my mind
Give it up, give it up, is it all for nothing?
A lesson I had to learn the hard way
Never ending cycle, I know I might give in
So I'm giving myself a thousand reasons not to
Crumble, despite the struggle
I'm putting up a fight
'Cause I cannot go back to the way it was
I'm not strong enough
I don't know if I'll survive
The devil in my mind is telling me to have one
Thinking a drink won't kill me in the long run
But if I take a sip then it's game over
Wasted again after three years sober
And now I feel like (I am better than who I was then)
This could be the night (but what if I can't say no)
I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight
With the devil in my mind
And now I feel like this could be the night
I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight
With the devil in my mind