Cautiously Optimistic

[00:06.28] I could say that I'm fine
[00:09.36] Fall back on the old familiar line
[00:12.62] Act like I'm living the dream
[00:15.50] But what the hell does that even mean?
[00:18.76] These days I'm testing something out
[00:21.81] This concept where I'm honest with myself
[00:24.77] And I won't push everyone away
[00:28.61] When it feels like I'm gonna break
[00:35.86] But sometimes
[00:38.48] There's no such thing as a happy ending
[00:42.20] There's just an ending
[00:45.48] And you'll decide if you'll start again
[00:48.31] I've been learning that happiness doesn't just magically happen
[00:54.43] You work for it
[00:57.11] And I'm not there yet
[00:59.52] But I'm cautiously optimistic
[01:04.89] I was a glass-half-empty girl
[01:07.80] Jaded and pissed off at the world
[01:11.16] Ready to lash out anytime
[01:14.06] Unleash the poison I held inside
[01:17.16] And I thought I'd be satisfied
[01:19.56] If I made everyone hurt the way I did
[01:23.18] Slap away all the hands that were reaching
[01:25.83] To pull me away from the edge of the deep end
[01:29.02] Sometimes
[01:31.23] There's no such thing as a happy ending
[01:34.38] There's just an ending
[01:36.83] And you'll decide if you'll start again
[01:40.30] I've been learning that happiness doesn't just magically happen
[01:46.02] You work for it
[01:48.64] And I'm not there yet
[01:51.78] But I'm cautiously optimistic
[01:58.28] I'm cautiously optimistic
[02:05.86] I was convinced for a moment
[02:09.40] It was better if I was alone
[02:11.83] But it's the people you hold in your heart
[02:14.87] Who'll find you again when you lose who you are
[02:18.27] And sometimes
[02:20.46] There's no such thing as a happy ending
[02:23.64] There's just an ending
[02:26.16] And you'll decide if you'll start again
[02:29.65] I've been learning that happiness doesn't just magically happen
[02:35.90] You work for it
[02:38.57] And I'm not there yet
[02:40.98] But I'm cautiously optimistic
[02:47.42] I'm cautiously optimistic
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