Wild & Mellow

I'm sittin' in my room thinkin' this is insane
And I'm way off, the chaos hits in my brain

Isn't it insane when positive delivery
Is greeted with the seed of negativity?
Come on, come on, turn it over
Give the goods that I've been waitin' for
Thinkin' to myself, I should've stayed on tour

Now what should I do?
Into defense at best
The tension arise, the gun is at my chest
And I'm feelin' the pressure
It's so intense, it starts to mount
Now I'm feelin' the complex

What did I do wrong?
I was just mindin' my own business
But now this trouble's findin' me
I'm inclined to be a happy-go-lucky
But scenarios arise and they have to compromise
So for now, what should I do with this fellow?
With my life in his hands, do I wild or stay mellow?

Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free

The wild side of me says I got to break the mellow
The mellow side of me says I got to calm the fellow
The crazy side of me says I got to break fool
And the lazy side of me says I got to play cool
I listen and I'm thinkin' that I'm goin' schizophrenic
The lazy side of me suddenly gets energetic
He's actin' up, yeah, he's actin' up outta control
'Cause I feel like you're messin' with my soul

We get to grapplin', why's this happenin' to me now?
I wonder, will I ever rap again?

Because he cut my throat and said
"Yo, little b-boy, let me toy with your head"
I feel pain and depression sets in
But not for long, it's gone once wildness gets in
Wet skin on my body from the blood, they caught me open
I'm hopin' that he sees it my way and stops the chokin'

I feel a thirsty man's burden while he stifles me
Hopin' my mellow side can save my life for me
Now let me convince the fellow mellow's how I wanna be
And maybe if I just stay cool he will stop hauntin' me

Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free

The wild side of me says I got to break the mellow
The mellow side of me says I've got to calm the fellow
The crazy side of me tried to play me out before
While the lazy side of me would take the beats into the floor
On tour, at the moment I'm wishin' I was
The bandits can't stand the fact my pocket's nothin' but fuzz
I wish it was fat too, that fills my plot just fine
The last thing I remember was the shot

Do I wild or stay mellow?

The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free

Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The crazy side of me, the mellow side of me just wants to break free
Do I wild or stay mellow?
The wild side of me, the lazy side of me just wants to break free