Blooms
๐ต 2140 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:08 duration
๐ ID: 30627218
๐ Lyrics
This will forever be an apology
Cause I know somehow it will set me free
I can't hold onto the self-abuse. It's not your fault
I missed my chance to bloom
Everything fades away
We're going to meet the same fate
Even if you grow old or die alone
What difference will it make?
I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
So easy to replace
I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
Just another line about the better days
Finding peace in what you had
I tell myself one day I'll reminisce and say:
"Things really weren't so bad"
But I still can't seem to let go
So I'm the only one to blame for my bleak view on life
Left all alone in the mundane
But I know you know what it feels like kid
You once loved so much but hate yourself for what you did
So I'll cry for help to find myself in everyone else
That's not that the person you thought you'd be
Fade away, fade away
We'll going to meet the same fate
Even if you grow old or die alone
What difference will it make?
I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
So easy to replace
I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
It's constant heartache to face the world time after time
When you only have so much of it, I feel my life just slip by
Is this all even real?
Is there something more to this?
All those moments we'll miss when were knocked back into the abyss
Would someone just give me a purpose to have
Cause my past can't be the best thing that ever happened to me
This sadness just won't stop defining me
I lost my chance to leave to a promised land, to feel whole again
Excerpt: "I think about mortality continually.
I won't say constantly, but every day. And so,
Watching ourselves die is to me overwhelming evidence that there is
No life after death. And the troubling,
Troubling consequence of this is you don't have
To be perfect, you just have to be good enough."
Well there's nothing left to see
But an empty, worthless shell of a man
And there's nothing to be proud of, I'll never know who I am
And with all those late-night thoughts
Knowing in the back of my head, I'll never see you again
And the older that I get
The more surprised I'll fucking be I haven't ended it all yet
Cause I know somehow it will set me free
I can't hold onto the self-abuse. It's not your fault
I missed my chance to bloom
Everything fades away
We're going to meet the same fate
Even if you grow old or die alone
What difference will it make?
I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
So easy to replace
I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
Just another line about the better days
Finding peace in what you had
I tell myself one day I'll reminisce and say:
"Things really weren't so bad"
But I still can't seem to let go
So I'm the only one to blame for my bleak view on life
Left all alone in the mundane
But I know you know what it feels like kid
You once loved so much but hate yourself for what you did
So I'll cry for help to find myself in everyone else
That's not that the person you thought you'd be
Fade away, fade away
We'll going to meet the same fate
Even if you grow old or die alone
What difference will it make?
I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
So easy to replace
I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
It's constant heartache to face the world time after time
When you only have so much of it, I feel my life just slip by
Is this all even real?
Is there something more to this?
All those moments we'll miss when were knocked back into the abyss
Would someone just give me a purpose to have
Cause my past can't be the best thing that ever happened to me
This sadness just won't stop defining me
I lost my chance to leave to a promised land, to feel whole again
Excerpt: "I think about mortality continually.
I won't say constantly, but every day. And so,
Watching ourselves die is to me overwhelming evidence that there is
No life after death. And the troubling,
Troubling consequence of this is you don't have
To be perfect, you just have to be good enough."
Well there's nothing left to see
But an empty, worthless shell of a man
And there's nothing to be proud of, I'll never know who I am
And with all those late-night thoughts
Knowing in the back of my head, I'll never see you again
And the older that I get
The more surprised I'll fucking be I haven't ended it all yet
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:06.30] This will forever be an apology
[00:44.72] Cause I know somehow it will set me free
[00:49.73] I can't hold onto the self-abuse. It's not your fault
[00:57.74] I missed my chance to bloom
[01:02.24] Everything fades away
[01:06.21] We're going to meet the same fate
[01:08.66] Even if you grow old or die alone
[01:11.58] What difference will it make?
[01:14.06] I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
[01:17.19] So easy to replace
[01:19.07] I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
[01:25.15] Just another line about the better days
[01:27.98] Finding peace in what you had
[01:29.64] I tell myself one day I'll reminisce and say:
[01:33.22] "Things really weren't so bad"
[01:35.32] But I still can't seem to let go
[01:38.48] So I'm the only one to blame for my bleak view on life
[01:43.17] Left all alone in the mundane
[01:46.64] But I know you know what it feels like kid
[01:52.26] You once loved so much but hate yourself for what you did
[01:57.05] So I'll cry for help to find myself in everyone else
[02:01.84] That's not that the person you thought you'd be
[02:07.50] Fade away, fade away
[02:10.56] We'll going to meet the same fate
[02:12.61] Even if you grow old or die alone
[02:15.77] What difference will it make?
[02:17.73] I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
[02:20.78] So easy to replace
[02:23.12] I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
[02:28.34] It's constant heartache to face the world time after time
[02:33.92] When you only have so much of it, I feel my life just slip by
[02:39.81] Is this all even real?
[02:42.26] Is there something more to this?
[02:45.06] All those moments we'll miss when were knocked back into the abyss
[02:50.75] Would someone just give me a purpose to have
[02:55.41] Cause my past can't be the best thing that ever happened to me
[03:01.77] This sadness just won't stop defining me
[03:06.02] I lost my chance to leave to a promised land, to feel whole again
[03:12.39] Excerpt: "I think about mortality continually.
[03:15.23] I won't say constantly, but every day. And so,
[03:18.02] Watching ourselves die is to me overwhelming evidence that there is
[03:24.77] No life after death. And the troubling,
[03:26.69] Troubling consequence of this is you don't have
[03:29.20] To be perfect, you just have to be good enough."
[03:33.51] Well there's nothing left to see
[03:36.92] But an empty, worthless shell of a man
[03:41.02] And there's nothing to be proud of, I'll never know who I am
[03:48.50] And with all those late-night thoughts
[03:52.69] Knowing in the back of my head, I'll never see you again
[03:56.96] And the older that I get
[04:00.76] The more surprised I'll fucking be I haven't ended it all yet
[04:05.44]
[00:44.72] Cause I know somehow it will set me free
[00:49.73] I can't hold onto the self-abuse. It's not your fault
[00:57.74] I missed my chance to bloom
[01:02.24] Everything fades away
[01:06.21] We're going to meet the same fate
[01:08.66] Even if you grow old or die alone
[01:11.58] What difference will it make?
[01:14.06] I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
[01:17.19] So easy to replace
[01:19.07] I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
[01:25.15] Just another line about the better days
[01:27.98] Finding peace in what you had
[01:29.64] I tell myself one day I'll reminisce and say:
[01:33.22] "Things really weren't so bad"
[01:35.32] But I still can't seem to let go
[01:38.48] So I'm the only one to blame for my bleak view on life
[01:43.17] Left all alone in the mundane
[01:46.64] But I know you know what it feels like kid
[01:52.26] You once loved so much but hate yourself for what you did
[01:57.05] So I'll cry for help to find myself in everyone else
[02:01.84] That's not that the person you thought you'd be
[02:07.50] Fade away, fade away
[02:10.56] We'll going to meet the same fate
[02:12.61] Even if you grow old or die alone
[02:15.77] What difference will it make?
[02:17.73] I'm obsolete (I'm obsolete)
[02:20.78] So easy to replace
[02:23.12] I won't deserve a chance at happiness living this way
[02:28.34] It's constant heartache to face the world time after time
[02:33.92] When you only have so much of it, I feel my life just slip by
[02:39.81] Is this all even real?
[02:42.26] Is there something more to this?
[02:45.06] All those moments we'll miss when were knocked back into the abyss
[02:50.75] Would someone just give me a purpose to have
[02:55.41] Cause my past can't be the best thing that ever happened to me
[03:01.77] This sadness just won't stop defining me
[03:06.02] I lost my chance to leave to a promised land, to feel whole again
[03:12.39] Excerpt: "I think about mortality continually.
[03:15.23] I won't say constantly, but every day. And so,
[03:18.02] Watching ourselves die is to me overwhelming evidence that there is
[03:24.77] No life after death. And the troubling,
[03:26.69] Troubling consequence of this is you don't have
[03:29.20] To be perfect, you just have to be good enough."
[03:33.51] Well there's nothing left to see
[03:36.92] But an empty, worthless shell of a man
[03:41.02] And there's nothing to be proud of, I'll never know who I am
[03:48.50] And with all those late-night thoughts
[03:52.69] Knowing in the back of my head, I'll never see you again
[03:56.96] And the older that I get
[04:00.76] The more surprised I'll fucking be I haven't ended it all yet
[04:05.44]