Cheap Vacation

I will keep you in a dream
I'll find you anytime I close my eyes
I'll see you, I will keep you by my side
Forgive me, but I won't apologize
For loving everything and never forgetting
The memories I'm keeping, us both in one setting
I owe it to you, I owe it to you

But don't let holidays go and ruin reality
You'll get drunk on them and lose your memory
Yeah, that woman is oh so bittersweet
She's like the sunshine but she's not your family
And if you're sharing champagne just to share half the pain
Then you gon' sober up and feel it again
Look, I know you lost your mama young, got you feeling alone
Lord knows what that feels become, 'cause now you're scared of home
I admit that I have lied just to feel alive
I pray that when that day it comes, I won't lie to my wife
But I'll still think of you when I tell the truth
Yeah, I'll keep it up, I owe it to you

Don't make friends based on mutual enemies
You'll get drunk with them, but alcohol can't see
What comes out your mouth ain't what's in your heart
You got pain in there that no one else can hear
And there ain't such thing as vacationing with fake friends
When the cocaine ends and the plane lands
It's back to what you was before, they don't love you no more
'Cause without a line or bong, you're just not as much fun
And they just ain't as cool 'cause they don't care 'bout you
And this might sound like hate, but, girl, I loved you
I owe it to you to tell you the truth
And I sound hypocritical 'cause I ain't been no miracle

Look, I admit that I have tried it just to feel alive
But at the end of the day, I'm in love with my life
And I don't need a vacation just to feel a way
Yeah, I'm alright, I owe it to you