Numb

[00:13.44] So many people think they know but they got it wrong
[00:16.48] Everything they think is great but I push away
[00:19.44] All the little things that I find when there's nothing wrong
[00:22.41] Say I'm doing quite okay but I know it's fake
[00:25.47] Everything I ever done it's never been good enough
[00:28.42] Push away the people who just try to show me real love
[00:31.82] Put away my logic I'm just trying to feel something
[00:34.54] Wonder why I think this way always so numb
[00:37.96] I've wondered why I wonder why I'm never good enough
[00:40.58] Compare myself to others often find myself looking up
[00:43.99] I've looked enough that I shoulda found what I'm looking for
[00:47.28] But I push it to the side till I'm feeling numb
[00:50.02] See y'all don't get it I've paid the price so many times
[00:53.02] I've chased these lights so many nights only to find
[00:56.08] An empty place that feeds the darkness that swells my mind
[00:59.28] I've come to find that it's me who's never satisfied
[01:02.30] And it's me who thinks these thoughts that lead me to demise
[01:05.20] Cause it's me who thinks I never quite get it right
[01:08.36] But it's me who forces me to reach that next level
[01:11.43] So it's me that knows it's me been my own devil
[01:14.26] So many people think they know but they got it wrong
[01:17.12] Everything they think is great but I push away
[01:20.15] All the little things that I find when there's nothing wrong
[01:23.15] Say I'm doing quite okay but I know it's fake
[01:26.28] Everything I ever done it's never been good enough
[01:29.27] Push away the people who just try to show me real love
[01:32.66] Put away my logic I'm just trying to feel something
[01:35.27] Wonder why I think this way always so numb
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