Autopsy

[00:10.09] I miss watching the skin split
[00:12.06] Crimson red, all in my sink, drips
[00:14.28] All this time i'm still addicted
[00:16.44] To all the pain that i've inflicted
[00:18.69] I wanna see my insides spill out
[00:20.82] Cut all of my teeth out of my mouth
[00:23.15] A bloody nightmare, let me get out
[00:25.36] I'm gonna scream, i'm gonna shout
[00:27.51] I miss the feeling when the drugs hit
[00:29.65] That sinking feeling, watch me fall in
[00:31.85] Felt like a nightmare, but i loved it
[00:33.94] I can't fucking stand this shit
[00:35.48] Look me in the eyes
[00:36.24] Can you tell that my heart is cold inside
[00:37.79] Made of ice, i've forgotten how to feel
[00:39.22] It's all the pills i'm perscribed
[00:40.74] I'm so numb, i don't feel like i'm alive
[00:42.38] Roll the dice, put the gun up to my head
[00:44.05] And i won't flinch
[00:44.63] I could die, i don't mind
[00:45.33] Yeah i guess that i don't mind
[00:46.88] Shallow breathing
[00:47.75] Stare at ceilings
[00:48.65] Dreams of bloody thighs
[00:49.77] Rusty thoughts that sting with every lie
[00:51.22] What's the price for living through this?
[00:52.01] Tried to pray, got no reply
[00:53.21] Tried to pray, got no reply
[00:55.24] Tried to pray, got no reply
[00:57.46] Tried to pray, got no reply
[00:59.62] Tried to, tried to
[01:01.02] Tried to, tried to
[01:02.03] Rotting bunnies
[01:03.61] Feeling sorry
[01:05.78] Playtime barbie
[01:08.02] Picking poppies
[01:10.24] Photocopies
[01:12.34] Her autopsy
[01:14.38] In her twenties
[01:16.75] Sweet as honey
[01:18.89] She says she's a doll, she's a puppet
[01:21.74] Doesn't play by the rules
[01:23.79] Putting metal in the socket
[01:26.07] Just to see how it feels
[01:28.38] Mutilating, carving smiles
[01:30.48] But she still can't conceal
[01:32.50] All the pain behind her eyes
[01:34.83] With the devil, make a deal
[01:39.23]
[01:46.27] I love it but i hate it
[01:48.16] Want it bad, i can't contain it
[01:50.26] Any dream i had is faded
[01:52.41] In the mirror, who's that staring?
[01:54.84] I gotta run, i gotta get out
[01:56.92] Blood is spilling out of my mouth
[01:59.27] A living hell, without a doubt
[02:01.11] All these thoughts, my head is crowded
[02:02.85] I just wanna run into the emptiness
[02:05.68] The darkness may reveal something sacred
[02:08.53] Something better than this life
[02:10.80] I'll finally heal
[02:11.96] Drain my body, say i'm sorry
[02:14.06] I can't do this, i'm for real
[02:16.21] I'll sink, i'll close my eyes
[02:17.88] I'll fade away like i was never here
[02:20.47] Rotting bunnies
[02:22.29] Feeling sorry
[02:24.21] Playtime barbie
[02:26.50] Picking poppies
[02:28.72] Photocopies
[02:31.19] Her autopsy
[02:33.16] In her twenties
[02:35.42] Sweet as honey
[02:37.73] Shaky hands, smearing make up
[02:40.45] While she's holding back her tears
[02:42.50] Long dress, scraped knees
[02:44.71] Now she's tripping in her heels
[02:46.84] Sad girl doesn't want the world to know
[02:50.30] How she feels
[02:51.34] Red eyes, fake smile
[02:53.42] On her wrist, the blood is real
[02:55.57] On her wrist, the blood is real
[02:57.61] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:00.03] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:02.12] On her wrist, the blood is
[03:04.33] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:06.51] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:08.84] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:10.78] On her wrist, the blood is real
[03:12.80] Rotting bunnies
[03:14.78] Feeling sorry
[03:16.88] Playtime barbie
[03:18.95] Picking poppies
[03:21.04] Photocopies
[03:23.19] Her autopsy
[03:25.54] In her twenties
[03:27.61] Sweet as honey
[03:28.26]