Losing Control
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π ID: 31044646
π Lyrics
ο»ΏWaking up tired from the weight of my mind
Every small effect feels a little unkind
They say they know me, say they read my face
But they don't feel the pressure when I'm stuck in this place
I try to explain but the words fall apart
There's a storm in my head and a crack in my heart
They say it's a phase, that I'll be okay
But they don't live inside me at the end of the day
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope
Every road feels endless, every turn feels wrong
I've been fighting these feelings for way too long
They tell me, "Be grateful," tell me, "Be calm"
But my hands keep trembling, I can't keep them warm
I'm trapped in my thoughts like a lockdown room
Every breath feels heavy, every night feels too soon
I hear all the advice, hear every claim
But none of it touches this inner strain
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
Don't call it simple, don't box me in
This isn't a story with an easy end
I'm carrying weight that you can't see
And it's crushing the part of me
That I used to be
I used to be
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
(Hey, hey-ey, hey)
Every small effect feels a little unkind
They say they know me, say they read my face
But they don't feel the pressure when I'm stuck in this place
I try to explain but the words fall apart
There's a storm in my head and a crack in my heart
They say it's a phase, that I'll be okay
But they don't live inside me at the end of the day
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope
Every road feels endless, every turn feels wrong
I've been fighting these feelings for way too long
They tell me, "Be grateful," tell me, "Be calm"
But my hands keep trembling, I can't keep them warm
I'm trapped in my thoughts like a lockdown room
Every breath feels heavy, every night feels too soon
I hear all the advice, hear every claim
But none of it touches this inner strain
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
Don't call it simple, don't box me in
This isn't a story with an easy end
I'm carrying weight that you can't see
And it's crushing the part of me
That I used to be
I used to be
I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
Surrounded by people but still alone
I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
I'm finally safe but you don't really know
How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
(Hey, hey-ey, hey)
β±οΈ Synced Lyrics
ο»Ώ[00:10.64]Waking up tired from the weight of my mind
[00:14.36]Every small effect feels a little unkind
[00:17.28]They say they know me, say they read my face
[00:20.20]But they don't feel the pressure when I'm stuck in this place
[00:23.09]I try to explain but the words fall apart
[00:25.82]There's a storm in my head and a crack in my heart
[00:28.76]They say it's a phase, that I'll be okay
[00:31.69]But they don't live inside me at the end of the day
[00:34.57]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[00:37.49]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[00:40.32]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[00:43.32]Surrounded by people but still alone
[00:45.97]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[00:49.17]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[00:51.68]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[00:54.83]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope
[00:59.71]Every road feels endless, every turn feels wrong
[01:03.38]I've been fighting these feelings for way too long
[01:06.52]They tell me, "Be grateful," tell me, "Be calm"
[01:09.20]But my hands keep trembling, I can't keep them warm
[01:12.08]I'm trapped in my thoughts like a lockdown room
[01:15.03]Every breath feels heavy, every night feels too soon
[01:17.80]I hear all the advice, hear every claim
[01:20.84]But none of it touches this inner strain
[01:23.81]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[01:26.82]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[01:29.39]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[01:32.55]Surrounded by people but still alone
[01:35.17]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[01:38.37]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[01:40.95]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[01:44.01]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
[01:59.11]Don't call it simple, don't box me in
[02:04.05]This isn't a story with an easy end
[02:09.85]I'm carrying weight that you can't see
[02:15.15]And it's crushing the part of me
[02:19.75]That I used to be
[02:25.90]I used to be
[02:33.06]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[02:36.40]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[02:38.81]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[02:41.96]Surrounded by people but still alone
[02:44.62]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[02:47.97]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[02:50.37]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[02:53.32]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
[03:09.27](Hey, hey-ey, hey)
[00:14.36]Every small effect feels a little unkind
[00:17.28]They say they know me, say they read my face
[00:20.20]But they don't feel the pressure when I'm stuck in this place
[00:23.09]I try to explain but the words fall apart
[00:25.82]There's a storm in my head and a crack in my heart
[00:28.76]They say it's a phase, that I'll be okay
[00:31.69]But they don't live inside me at the end of the day
[00:34.57]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[00:37.49]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[00:40.32]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[00:43.32]Surrounded by people but still alone
[00:45.97]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[00:49.17]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[00:51.68]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[00:54.83]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope
[00:59.71]Every road feels endless, every turn feels wrong
[01:03.38]I've been fighting these feelings for way too long
[01:06.52]They tell me, "Be grateful," tell me, "Be calm"
[01:09.20]But my hands keep trembling, I can't keep them warm
[01:12.08]I'm trapped in my thoughts like a lockdown room
[01:15.03]Every breath feels heavy, every night feels too soon
[01:17.80]I hear all the advice, hear every claim
[01:20.84]But none of it touches this inner strain
[01:23.81]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[01:26.82]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[01:29.39]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[01:32.55]Surrounded by people but still alone
[01:35.17]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[01:38.37]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[01:40.95]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[01:44.01]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
[01:59.11]Don't call it simple, don't box me in
[02:04.05]This isn't a story with an easy end
[02:09.85]I'm carrying weight that you can't see
[02:15.15]And it's crushing the part of me
[02:19.75]That I used to be
[02:25.90]I used to be
[02:33.06]I'm breaking, shaking, losing control
[02:36.40]Pain takes a piece of my broken soul
[02:38.81]I scream inside but my mouth stays closed
[02:41.96]Surrounded by people but still alone
[02:44.62]I'm fading, failing, stuck in this pain
[02:47.97]Tears hit the floor like the cold, hard rain
[02:50.37]I'm finally safe but you don't really know
[02:53.32]How it hurts just to live, how it hurts just to cope (hey, hey-ey, hey)
[03:09.27](Hey, hey-ey, hey)