is anyone listening? (unfiltered)

[00:11.51] I'm cutting again
[00:13.17] On the bathroom floor
[00:14.52] Just to feel something
[00:18.22] Cover my wrists
[00:19.35] Under long sleeve shirts
[00:21.37] Not like you'd notice
[00:24.38] Ride the high from the blood
[00:26.20] Dripping down as I
[00:27.49] Drown in the silence
[00:30.03] Feel guilty as fuck
[00:31.63] But I cover it up again
[00:37.18] I feel it all at once
[00:44.89] And nothing at all
[00:49.60] I fell in the forest
[00:52.50] But nobody heard it
[00:56.16] When will you notice
[00:58.83] That I'm at my lowest?
[01:02.06] I'm tired of screaming
[01:05.02] You never believe me
[01:08.25] Is anyone listening?
[01:19.36] Is anyone listening?
[01:26.19] Now I'm two weeks clean
[01:27.68] But it's hard as hell and it's so tempting
[01:32.36] Standing over the sink
[01:33.97] Staring at myself, I'm so depressing
[01:38.66] The way I look in the mirror
[01:41.03] Makes me feel like a whole lot of nothing
[01:45.02] Now I'm doubting myself
[01:46.56] But I wanna get well again
[01:51.85] I feel it all at once
[01:59.58] And nothing at all
[02:04.36] I fell in the forest
[02:07.30] But nobody heard it
[02:10.43] When will you notice
[02:13.68] That I'm at my lowest?
[02:16.73] I'm tired of screaming
[02:19.88] You never believe me
[02:23.06] Is anyone listening?
[02:33.83] Is anyone listening?
[02:41.87] I'm tired of screaming
[02:44.87] Will you only believe me
[02:47.95] If I go code blue?
[02:54.47] I fell in the forest
[02:57.77] But nobody heard it
[03:01.45] When will you notice
[03:04.56] That I'm at my lowest?
[03:08.23] I'm tired of screaming
[03:11.49] You never believe me
[03:15.64] Is anyone listening?
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