Lament

My head's a mess
And I am feeling this void
Where have the devil gone?
The trail's gone cold while
I'm searching for the rights
To right my wrongs
Am I the victim?
I, am my own solution
I will not die alone.
I, will never be contented
Until the day when I lose all hope.
I need to feel alive,
In the brink of the moment
Not feel like wasted time,
Giving all that I've given.
These months are wasting me
The years are drowning me
Take me back to the time
When I once believed.
Just bring me back!
To the time once spent
Searching for a certain peace,
That could bring me back
To when it all made sense.
With all that's happening
There's not much room for me to breathe.
The lines I wrote gave me a purpose,
Only to wonder if it all was worth it.
If you hear me now,
This won't bring me down
If you hear me now,
This won't bring me down
I need to feel alive, in the brink of the moment
Not feel like wasting time, giving all that I've given.
These months are wasting me
The years are drowning me
Take me back to the time
When I once believed!
Trust me when I say that,
That this will not be the end!