Wasted

Tell me, how good was the fuck?
The one you chose over us
Did the freedom make it worth your while?
Forgiveness doesn't run clear
But it washes me just fine
You're so over there, and I'm stuck here

Pick it up into a kiss
My face screws up and shapes up bliss
I never knew that this existed
That things could feel the way I wished they did
They did, they did, they did

Why are you in the corner of my dad's trailer?
You're watching me transform my words into water
You hold me in our son, but can't tell me I'm anyone
I'm opened all the way, oh, break me, please, or give me one

When was I allowed to say mush of goo?
Anticipate issues, God, I wanna crush you
Now you're on your way to break the bad news
Pump it into albums, cover up the QQ
Why does it all have to change when you do?
Make me have to choose, lose, lay my grief out to fume
The spiral unwinds
I'm shallow half the time

My face screws up and shapes up bliss
I never knew that this existed
That things could feel the way I wished they did
They did, they did, they did

Why are you in the corner of my dad's trailer?
You're watching me transform my words into water
You hold me in our son, but can't tell me I'm anyone
I'm opened all the way, oh, break me, please, or give me one

I see you quiet in the crowd
I wonder, can you hear me now?
No matter how ugly it gets
I'm sore, but you're still perfect

You're wasted, and you're wasted
And you're wasted, what you're wasting
You're wasted, and you're wasted
And you're wasted, what you're wasting
You're wasted, and you're wasted
And you're wasted, what you're wasting
What you're wasting, what you're wasting
What you're wasting, what you're wasting