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I had a notion of leaving it all
I had a notion that we need this
Out in the open and that we needed to talk
Like it wasn't working the way that it was
So, city mouse out in the hay barn now
What do you fill your little hours with worry about?
Your city hums at a distance and it aches you
Consistent wondering who you are now
All you were burned away with the apartment
Who are you now?
And who am I to ask of the do's and don'ts
All your fears and your wants
All the things you've had that have slipped away
All the things that you crave
And pain contains some of the hope you made
The days when you believed in yourself
Will they ever come home again?
Who is it that I am?
What is it that I see?
Where is it that I lay my head at night
And why is it that I still can't seem to sleep?
When is it that I'll feel how I want?
How can I trust time to heal me when I feel so broken?
Feel it all coming back again
Pick my ass up off the floor
Look myself in a mirror and make decisions to become a kinder person
Put surprise in my days again
It's on me and on track to be happy sitting at home and in silence
And in my silence I feel anxious and awful and uncertain
But in my silence, I see it's not my emotions
But my decisions that shape me
It feels insane that in my darkness and grief I'd feel celebratory
Learning to laugh again feels like I'm alive again
And it's fucking lovely
I had a notion that we need this
Out in the open and that we needed to talk
Like it wasn't working the way that it was
So, city mouse out in the hay barn now
What do you fill your little hours with worry about?
Your city hums at a distance and it aches you
Consistent wondering who you are now
All you were burned away with the apartment
Who are you now?
And who am I to ask of the do's and don'ts
All your fears and your wants
All the things you've had that have slipped away
All the things that you crave
And pain contains some of the hope you made
The days when you believed in yourself
Will they ever come home again?
Who is it that I am?
What is it that I see?
Where is it that I lay my head at night
And why is it that I still can't seem to sleep?
When is it that I'll feel how I want?
How can I trust time to heal me when I feel so broken?
Feel it all coming back again
Pick my ass up off the floor
Look myself in a mirror and make decisions to become a kinder person
Put surprise in my days again
It's on me and on track to be happy sitting at home and in silence
And in my silence I feel anxious and awful and uncertain
But in my silence, I see it's not my emotions
But my decisions that shape me
It feels insane that in my darkness and grief I'd feel celebratory
Learning to laugh again feels like I'm alive again
And it's fucking lovely
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:22.20] I had a notion of leaving it all
[00:26.55] I had a notion that we need this
[00:29.31] Out in the open and that we needed to talk
[00:35.18] Like it wasn't working the way that it was
[00:39.31] So, city mouse out in the hay barn now
[00:43.67] What do you fill your little hours with worry about?
[00:48.99] Your city hums at a distance and it aches you
[00:52.50] Consistent wondering who you are now
[00:54.98] All you were burned away with the apartment
[01:01.91] Who are you now?
[01:04.93] And who am I to ask of the do's and don'ts
[01:08.61] All your fears and your wants
[01:11.12] All the things you've had that have slipped away
[01:14.48] All the things that you crave
[01:16.01] And pain contains some of the hope you made
[01:19.86] The days when you believed in yourself
[01:23.26] Will they ever come home again?
[01:27.75] Who is it that I am?
[01:29.45] What is it that I see?
[01:31.09] Where is it that I lay my head at night
[01:33.62] And why is it that I still can't seem to sleep?
[01:36.23] When is it that I'll feel how I want?
[01:40.14] How can I trust time to heal me when I feel so broken?
[01:44.99] Feel it all coming back again
[01:47.04] Pick my ass up off the floor
[01:49.10] Look myself in a mirror and make decisions to become a kinder person
[01:55.63] Put surprise in my days again
[01:57.73] It's on me and on track to be happy sitting at home and in silence
[02:06.59] And in my silence I feel anxious and awful and uncertain
[02:15.18] But in my silence, I see it's not my emotions
[02:19.06] But my decisions that shape me
[02:24.10] It feels insane that in my darkness and grief I'd feel celebratory
[02:32.43] Learning to laugh again feels like I'm alive again
[02:36.48] And it's fucking lovely
[02:41.66]
[00:26.55] I had a notion that we need this
[00:29.31] Out in the open and that we needed to talk
[00:35.18] Like it wasn't working the way that it was
[00:39.31] So, city mouse out in the hay barn now
[00:43.67] What do you fill your little hours with worry about?
[00:48.99] Your city hums at a distance and it aches you
[00:52.50] Consistent wondering who you are now
[00:54.98] All you were burned away with the apartment
[01:01.91] Who are you now?
[01:04.93] And who am I to ask of the do's and don'ts
[01:08.61] All your fears and your wants
[01:11.12] All the things you've had that have slipped away
[01:14.48] All the things that you crave
[01:16.01] And pain contains some of the hope you made
[01:19.86] The days when you believed in yourself
[01:23.26] Will they ever come home again?
[01:27.75] Who is it that I am?
[01:29.45] What is it that I see?
[01:31.09] Where is it that I lay my head at night
[01:33.62] And why is it that I still can't seem to sleep?
[01:36.23] When is it that I'll feel how I want?
[01:40.14] How can I trust time to heal me when I feel so broken?
[01:44.99] Feel it all coming back again
[01:47.04] Pick my ass up off the floor
[01:49.10] Look myself in a mirror and make decisions to become a kinder person
[01:55.63] Put surprise in my days again
[01:57.73] It's on me and on track to be happy sitting at home and in silence
[02:06.59] And in my silence I feel anxious and awful and uncertain
[02:15.18] But in my silence, I see it's not my emotions
[02:19.06] But my decisions that shape me
[02:24.10] It feels insane that in my darkness and grief I'd feel celebratory
[02:32.43] Learning to laugh again feels like I'm alive again
[02:36.48] And it's fucking lovely
[02:41.66]