Troubles
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โฑ๏ธ 4:15 duration
๐ ID: 31597691
๐ Lyrics
Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
Oh Lord, my troubles so hard
Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
I don't reach into the past very much
For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in
Hydrochloric acid, I go to war and get passive
And freeze up, music helped the ice to thaw
Put the chisel in the middle, swing the hammer of Thor
Pull it out of the impossible, Excalibur sword
Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings are sore
The first day that I got sick, ejected from cockpit of living
19, young teen, waking up bitten
Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
The first year maybe was the hardest
Waking in the body that was buried like a carcass
Brain in the lion's den, body in a shark pit
Waking up in pain again, aching, broken-hearted
Persistent little bugger, I was bouncing from a doctor
To a doctor to a doctor, like a table tennis game that has no end
So be the fate of Ren
Every single question answered with a question on the end
The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
Brain was inflamed, the fatigue was crushing
Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
'Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be 30
Lifestyle hurt me (yah), always in my bed tomb
Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
When you're 23 and mentally, you steadily decline
24, I was poor, disability benefits
What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
25 and the scars that were etched, they cracked
Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
25, living back at home with my mum
But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
And my skin so pale, never kissed by the sun
One time I carved a hole in my chest, just to feel
I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
When you're living in the Holocaust, you buckle and kneel
There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
Fact, 26, I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
While I'm laying broken, naked on my back
I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
Then man, lo and behold
I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
And my soul heard music for the first time
Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
Oh Lord, I forgive You, Lord, I forgive You
Lord, I forgive You, make me whole
This music I give You, pain that I live through
Everything I've been through is Yours to hold
Oh Lordy, my (troubles), troubles so hard
Oh Lord, my (troubles), troubles so hard
Don't nobody know my troubles but God
Don't nobody know my troubles but God
Troubles so hard, troubles so hard
Troubles so hard, troubles (so hard)
I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up this, gave up this, gave up this, oh
Oh Lordy, my
Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
Oh Lord, my troubles so hard
Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
I don't reach into the past very much
For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in
Hydrochloric acid, I go to war and get passive
And freeze up, music helped the ice to thaw
Put the chisel in the middle, swing the hammer of Thor
Pull it out of the impossible, Excalibur sword
Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings are sore
The first day that I got sick, ejected from cockpit of living
19, young teen, waking up bitten
Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
The first year maybe was the hardest
Waking in the body that was buried like a carcass
Brain in the lion's den, body in a shark pit
Waking up in pain again, aching, broken-hearted
Persistent little bugger, I was bouncing from a doctor
To a doctor to a doctor, like a table tennis game that has no end
So be the fate of Ren
Every single question answered with a question on the end
The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
Brain was inflamed, the fatigue was crushing
Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
'Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be 30
Lifestyle hurt me (yah), always in my bed tomb
Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
When you're 23 and mentally, you steadily decline
24, I was poor, disability benefits
What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
25 and the scars that were etched, they cracked
Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
25, living back at home with my mum
But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
And my skin so pale, never kissed by the sun
One time I carved a hole in my chest, just to feel
I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
When you're living in the Holocaust, you buckle and kneel
There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
Fact, 26, I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
While I'm laying broken, naked on my back
I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
Then man, lo and behold
I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
And my soul heard music for the first time
Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
Oh Lord, I forgive You, Lord, I forgive You
Lord, I forgive You, make me whole
This music I give You, pain that I live through
Everything I've been through is Yours to hold
Oh Lordy, my (troubles), troubles so hard
Oh Lord, my (troubles), troubles so hard
Don't nobody know my troubles but God
Don't nobody know my troubles but God
Troubles so hard, troubles so hard
Troubles so hard, troubles (so hard)
I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
And I gave up this, gave up this, gave up this, oh
Oh Lordy, my
Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.05] Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
[00:05.98] Oh Lord, my troubles so hard
[00:10.99] Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
[00:16.36] Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
[00:21.74] Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
[00:27.24] Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
[00:32.84] I don't reach into the past very much
[00:34.65] For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
[00:37.58] Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in
[00:40.54] Hydrochloric acid, I go to war and get passive
[00:43.01] And freeze up, music helped the ice to thaw
[00:45.67] Put the chisel in the middle, swing the hammer of Thor
[00:48.22] Pull it out of the impossible, Excalibur sword
[00:51.12] Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings are sore
[00:53.64] The first day that I got sick, ejected from cockpit of living
[00:57.36] 19, young teen, waking up bitten
[01:00.17] Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
[01:02.79] Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
[01:05.38] The first year maybe was the hardest
[01:07.43] Waking in the body that was buried like a carcass
[01:10.32] Brain in the lion's den, body in a shark pit
[01:12.88] Waking up in pain again, aching, broken-hearted
[01:15.48] Persistent little bugger, I was bouncing from a doctor
[01:18.00] To a doctor to a doctor, like a table tennis game that has no end
[01:21.51] So be the fate of Ren
[01:23.26] Every single question answered with a question on the end
[01:26.33] The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
[01:28.96] Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
[01:31.52] Brain was inflamed, the fatigue was crushing
[01:34.15] Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
[01:36.95] And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
[01:39.88] 'Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be 30
[01:42.67] Lifestyle hurt me (yah), always in my bed tomb
[01:45.26] Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
[01:48.17] Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
[01:50.46] When you're 23 and mentally, you steadily decline
[01:53.02] 24, I was poor, disability benefits
[01:55.81] What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
[01:58.45] 25 and the scars that were etched, they cracked
[02:01.04] Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
[02:03.88] Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
[02:06.95] Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
[02:09.59] 25, living back at home with my mum
[02:11.92] But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
[02:14.58] So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
[02:17.03] And my skin so pale, never kissed by the sun
[02:20.18] One time I carved a hole in my chest, just to feel
[02:22.85] I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
[02:25.43] When you're living in the Holocaust, you buckle and kneel
[02:28.07] There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
[02:31.17] Fact, 26, I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
[02:34.75] While I'm laying broken, naked on my back
[02:37.06] I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
[02:39.66] Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
[02:42.45] Then man, lo and behold
[02:44.36] I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
[02:46.92] Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
[02:49.49] And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
[02:52.33] And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
[02:54.95] And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
[02:57.84] And my soul heard music for the first time
[03:00.18] Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
[03:03.23] Oh Lord, I forgive You, Lord, I forgive You
[03:06.02] Lord, I forgive You, make me whole
[03:08.64] This music I give You, pain that I live through
[03:11.40] Everything I've been through is Yours to hold
[03:14.38] Oh Lordy, my (troubles), troubles so hard
[03:19.47] Oh Lord, my (troubles), troubles so hard
[03:24.92] Don't nobody know my troubles but God
[03:30.33] Don't nobody know my troubles but God
[03:41.12] Troubles so hard, troubles so hard
[03:43.81] Troubles so hard, troubles (so hard)
[03:46.49] I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:49.01] And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:51.63] And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:54.47] And I gave up this, gave up this, gave up this, oh
[03:57.55] Oh Lordy, my
[04:02.92] Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
[04:08.12]
[00:05.98] Oh Lord, my troubles so hard
[00:10.99] Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
[00:16.36] Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
[00:21.74] Oh Lordy, (my troubles) ooh, (Lord), oh
[00:27.24] Oh Lord, (my troubles) ooh (troubles so hard)
[00:32.84] I don't reach into the past very much
[00:34.65] For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
[00:37.58] Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in
[00:40.54] Hydrochloric acid, I go to war and get passive
[00:43.01] And freeze up, music helped the ice to thaw
[00:45.67] Put the chisel in the middle, swing the hammer of Thor
[00:48.22] Pull it out of the impossible, Excalibur sword
[00:51.12] Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings are sore
[00:53.64] The first day that I got sick, ejected from cockpit of living
[00:57.36] 19, young teen, waking up bitten
[01:00.17] Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
[01:02.79] Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
[01:05.38] The first year maybe was the hardest
[01:07.43] Waking in the body that was buried like a carcass
[01:10.32] Brain in the lion's den, body in a shark pit
[01:12.88] Waking up in pain again, aching, broken-hearted
[01:15.48] Persistent little bugger, I was bouncing from a doctor
[01:18.00] To a doctor to a doctor, like a table tennis game that has no end
[01:21.51] So be the fate of Ren
[01:23.26] Every single question answered with a question on the end
[01:26.33] The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
[01:28.96] Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
[01:31.52] Brain was inflamed, the fatigue was crushing
[01:34.15] Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
[01:36.95] And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
[01:39.88] 'Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be 30
[01:42.67] Lifestyle hurt me (yah), always in my bed tomb
[01:45.26] Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
[01:48.17] Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
[01:50.46] When you're 23 and mentally, you steadily decline
[01:53.02] 24, I was poor, disability benefits
[01:55.81] What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
[01:58.45] 25 and the scars that were etched, they cracked
[02:01.04] Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
[02:03.88] Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
[02:06.95] Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
[02:09.59] 25, living back at home with my mum
[02:11.92] But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
[02:14.58] So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
[02:17.03] And my skin so pale, never kissed by the sun
[02:20.18] One time I carved a hole in my chest, just to feel
[02:22.85] I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
[02:25.43] When you're living in the Holocaust, you buckle and kneel
[02:28.07] There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
[02:31.17] Fact, 26, I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
[02:34.75] While I'm laying broken, naked on my back
[02:37.06] I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
[02:39.66] Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
[02:42.45] Then man, lo and behold
[02:44.36] I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
[02:46.92] Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
[02:49.49] And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
[02:52.33] And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
[02:54.95] And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
[02:57.84] And my soul heard music for the first time
[03:00.18] Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
[03:03.23] Oh Lord, I forgive You, Lord, I forgive You
[03:06.02] Lord, I forgive You, make me whole
[03:08.64] This music I give You, pain that I live through
[03:11.40] Everything I've been through is Yours to hold
[03:14.38] Oh Lordy, my (troubles), troubles so hard
[03:19.47] Oh Lord, my (troubles), troubles so hard
[03:24.92] Don't nobody know my troubles but God
[03:30.33] Don't nobody know my troubles but God
[03:41.12] Troubles so hard, troubles so hard
[03:43.81] Troubles so hard, troubles (so hard)
[03:46.49] I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:49.01] And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:51.63] And I gave up the struggle, and I gave up this trouble
[03:54.47] And I gave up this, gave up this, gave up this, oh
[03:57.55] Oh Lordy, my
[04:02.92] Oh Lordy, my troubles so hard
[04:08.12]