Adorno

I lived twice after my suicide
In the future or the past, I could not decide,
Which one I hate the most
My body has become a sacramental host

When you're once the son of god,
And you're still unemployed
Offered up salvation,
Surrender to the void
Perspectives crushed
I might be living in two places at once

(Cross these world, it's self destructive)

So am I sleeping on a floor,
Or am I nailed to a cross
Tales! Cross!
Tales! Cross!

Am I sleeping on a floor,
Or am I nailed to a cross
Tales! Cross!
Tales! Cross!

No subside, I attempted suicide
I could not die, no matter how hard I tried
So I was bored
I wanted to die, so I spilled out on the ground
They put me in a hospital,
And they said I need to rest
After all now father knows best for all
I can't say
Tales speak day after day

...on the floor,
Or am I nailed to a cross

Am I sleeping on a floor,
Or am I nailed to a cross

Am I sleeping on a floor,
Or am I nailed to a cross
Tales! Cross!
Tales! Cross!

Tales! Cross!
Tales! Cross!

(Self destructive)
(So self destructive)