knock knock

[00:25.90] I'm still too scared to put my foot down
[00:32.31] When she gets angry I apologise
[00:38.80] If I'm not perfect then I'll lose her
[00:45.02] I don't wanna go back to my other life, tell myself it's fine
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[01:17.12] Suck in my stomach when I hug you
[01:23.71] As long as I'm awake I never can relax
[01:29.94] I watch our bodies from a distance
[01:34.16] Trapped behind a wall of insecurities
[01:38.41] I'm peaking through the glass
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[02:07.12] Three months time has arrived
[02:10.73] I'm sick of this lie
[02:13.66] So I tell her how I feel
[02:16.03] And that her love doesn't feel real
[02:19.27] Now I can't sleep tonight
[02:23.30] I'm scared of her reply
[02:26.29] See her typing for an hour
[02:29.25] And my doubts are growing louder
[02:32.48] Finally she responds
[02:35.69] Split in three, it was too long
[02:39.06] Take a glance at the last sentence
[02:42.04] Now my stomach's in my throat
[02:44.84] And try my best to ignore
[02:48.55] But I know what I saw
[02:51.74] Hanging on to every word
[02:54.49] As it gets worse and starts to hurt
[02:57.94] She doesn't think she's enough
[03:01.32] Doesn't know how to love
[03:04.58] Says that maybe I should leave her
[03:07.52] 'Cause she's only getting weaker
[03:10.72] But I try to hold on
[03:14.24] Tell her she's all I want
[03:17.46] Say some platitudes, convince her she's enough
[03:21.77] It doesn't work
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[03:52.30] I know I shouldn't think about it
[03:58.69] Keeps coming back to me, I let out little cries
[04:05.03] Don't wanna live when I'm without her
[04:11.43] Go to my buddies house and crash there for the night
[04:17.88] I wake up and my phone is ringing
[04:24.18] She called and messaged me she's standing at my door
[04:30.51] But I can't answer 'cause my phone is shit, and I'm not home
[04:36.30] I leave so I can see her cause she bought me lots of flowers
[04:42.07] And she wrote a pretty poem but when I got there she was gone
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