Clear My Head

Smiling with my eyes closed
Makes me believe I'm actually happy
As long as I see your reaction
While my thoughts retract back into me

If for a moment you see who I really am
Then everything I've fought for
Fidelity lost by my own
Hand-in-hand with whatever thoughts
I let ruin relationships before they start

I guess my own head rules my heart

Almost every day now
I'm missing something important
And every single day I
Worry about my mind and how I'm losing it
You look at me and tell me I'm completely fine
That all these dissolutions are just a waste of time
The difference between this man and the boy you knew
Is the promises you make me
I know now are true

Maybe I might mean something to you

I choked and I know
Lied to myself and sank the boat
And your perfume is like a rope
Wrap it around my naked throat

And I choked I know
Lied to myself and sank the boat
And your perfume is like a rope
Wrap it around my naked throat
And...

I choked and I know
Lied to myself and sank the boat
And your perfume is like a rope
Wrap it around my naked throat

And I choked I know
Lied to myself and sank the boat
And your perfume is like a rope
Wrap it around my naked throat