inadequate - xyzzyx Remix

I only get it when the moon is out
I try to cash it in before it fades away
Locked up and wondering what it's about
When all that's hitting me are words from yesterday
Grasping at straws over here
The well's losing its hold
Ankle deep in the ocean I wish I were drowning
So much for hoping

'Cause I feel like I'm spouting lies
Even when I've nothing to hide behind
'Cause I'm not broken like the rest of you
I'm just not coded like the rest of you

Feel like there's nothing so capacity
It's just a matter of how
Squared in a perimeter
So what's it to you now?
What's it to you now?
What's it to you now?
What's it to you now?

So if it seeps into my work then you'd know
I can fake it 'til I make it, oh
God, I'm not broken like the rest of you
Can you just code me like the rest of you?

So what's the point if you can't see it as well?
Try to convince myself I've been through hell
But I'm not broken like the rest of you
I'm just not coded like the rest of you
So if it seeps into my work then you'd know
I can fake it 'til I make it, oh
God, I'm not broken like the rest of you
Can you just code me like the rest of you?

Just code me like the rest of you

I try to find a way to bring it out (What's it to you now?)
Shut down the second it's getting crowded (What's it to you now?)
Embracing what I don't know about (What's it to you now?)
To barricade the doors when I'm surrounded