Loathing Me

[00:10.09] After all this time
[00:11.87] This uncertainty exists
[00:14.55] This emptiness I shelter
[00:17.10] Becomes my consciousness
[00:19.54] A feeling leaping from my gut
[00:22.07] Till the tip of my tongue
[00:24.56] That I will never comprehend
[00:26.75] My lack of bliss
[00:29.63] Paint me a picture of my existence
[00:32.65] In a tainted form of black
[00:35.04] A piece of art
[00:36.30] Representing the unforgiving loathing me
[00:40.46] And soon you will see
[00:42.97] Nothing more than an unremitting disaster
[00:46.61] Is all that I 'll ever be
[00:51.48] So mold me with your gentle hands
[00:56.35] And instill me with a sense of defeat
[01:09.01] I 'm begging you to let me fall
[01:12.63] To see this vessel shatter
[01:14.91] A long-awaited feeling that
[01:17.48] Life flows out of me
[01:20.50] It left a mark on me
[01:25.69] I had never expected
[01:28.59] A feeling leaping from my gut
[01:33.02] Till the tip of my tongue
[01:37.93] That I will never comprehend
[01:42.78] My lack of bliss
[01:48.45] After all this time
[01:50.24] This uncertainty exists
[01:53.20] This emptiness I shelter
[01:55.49] Becomes my consciousness
[01:58.22] Sometimes I wonder
[02:00.18] If I will ever feel whole again
[02:04.15] Before I wither away
[02:08.32] Paint me a picture of my existence
[02:11.12] In a tainted form of black
[02:13.43] A piece of art
[02:15.09] Representing the unforgiving loathing me
[02:18.87] And soon you will see
[02:21.66] Nothing more than an unremitting disaster
[02:25.04] Is all that I 'll ever be
[02:27.91] Sculpture me
[02:30.95] In the purest form of white
[02:37.70] Grand me the gift to see
[02:41.99] That this pain will never
[02:45.06] Let me be
[02:49.48] It left a mark on me
[02:54.24] I had never expected
[02:58.88] It left a mark on me
[03:04.12] I had never expected
[03:16.65] This emptiness
[03:21.36] Becomes my consciousness
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