Ache (Paused)

[00:01.47] I don't stand straight
[00:03.48] I don't talk properly
[00:05.48] I dribble on my words
[00:06.60] And people can't hear what I say
[00:09.13] I'm too skinny
[00:10.47] You can see my ribs and it's disgusting
[00:13.26] I'm not confident enough, I wish I was though
[00:16.46] 'Cause I got comfortable in the role of the awkward boy, but then it all shattered
[00:21.81] Every move I make, I notice
[00:23.64] I'm so self-aware that it sometimes scares me
[00:26.92] People think I'm weird
[00:28.77] I'm not really though, I just get comfortable, and then I'm the peculiar one
[00:33.61] I don't do things, I'm too scared
[00:35.95] I'm too scared to live
[00:37.88] I'm too much of a coward to die
[00:40.43] I'm too much of a coward to do it
[00:42.19] I'm too much of a coward to jump
[00:44.15] And I'm too much of a coward to pull it
[00:46.66] I'm too much of a coward to take that pill
[00:48.91] I wanna fucking kill myself, but I'm too scared
[00:52.28] I fucking hate myself for it
[00:54.37] I fucking hate myself for it
[00:56.69] I wanna kill myself, I wanna die
[00:59.41] I wanna just fuck off
[01:01.10] I wanna just kill everybody else on this
[01:03.82] I don't wanna live anymore
[01:05.79] I don't wanna be in this fucking nightmare
[01:08.56] That some people call a fucking life
[01:12.22] I hate it here
[01:13.93] I'm a fucking loser
[01:16.25] I'm a fucking, fuck-fuck
[01:19.41] I just wanna fuck off
[01:21.41] I don't wanna live anymore
[01:24.04] I wanna fucking die
[01:25.60] But I'm too much of a fucking coward to actually fucking die
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