Again I (Original)

Again
Look

Too many I have befriended and
Misunderstood my sentiments
Point blank period and ended then
I say demons they attempt again

Meditation for higher zen

Medication I'm higher than
Visions of lost ones I know what it cost some
Grab iron man and avenge them sense
Those I trusted, mixed disgust with
Undefended lies they discuss with
Venomous snakes hid behind second faces
No justice with these Harvey Dent's
Say they love you but speak some real shit
And notice you've spoken hardly since
Sorry governor, don't make pence

Come as friends as they leave imprints
Walked that long road but I can't look back
So I don't notice sets of footprints
Voices carry so words I hold them
Case them back so remember what I owed them

Paid my dues and now I'm glad I own them
Love the future, glad I shown them
Too square you to forget I told them
Know the rest is scared what I've sold them
Life decisions, clay pigeons
I should know, because I molded them

I am not the purpose
I am not the vision
I am not the problem
I am not the prison
I am evolution
Not the definition
I am something different
I am my decisions
I am, again

I am, again
I am, again

I am, again

I remember standing amongst the children
I swear I stared in the eyes of men
Each one tortured for different reasons
How did I become one of them

Journeys start here, strength beyond fear
Work the long con to confidence

Suddenly life is twice as hard
And it's time that wall has been built again

I can't help it if that sounds selfish
And you ain't been there with real intent
I don't care to gauge your feelings
As long as blank pages get filled in
Anyone who's been in the darkest darkness
Knows that the naive are far from heartless

Just mistaken, I've seen Satan
In a confrontation and I'm here regardless
So I and God had a fallout
I named Buddha, Zeus, I called them all out
Started making all bad decisions
I was a bad man by description then

One day I noticed
I was gon' die if I ain't focused
So I embraced that monster
And this became my mantra

I am not the purpose
I am not the vision
I am not the problem
I am not the prison
I am evolution
Not the definition
I am something different
I am my decisions
I am, again

I am, again
I am, again

I am, again