My Own Hate

[00:33.14] Tell me, how can I explain what I feel
[00:37.41] When the pain shuts down my brain?
[00:41.90] The fear blocks my lips
[00:46.03] And I can't tell you why I'm like this
[00:54.78] How can I
[00:56.35] How can I reach clarity?
[00:58.82] I slowly die, I lose my mind
[01:01.12] I have the strength to get outside
[01:03.33] But I'm afraid of my own destruction
[01:07.49] My head is a hurricane—
[01:09.78] Dust and black memories
[01:11.76] I try to dominate them
[01:13.64] And now they beat me again
[01:16.82] Between you and I, there's a wall
[01:22.86] Our memories
[01:25.01] I'm freaking out, I cannot escape
[01:29.49] These toxic thoughts are killing me
[01:33.76] I'll never be the same again
[01:38.78] The way I hate what I am
[01:41.64] Between you and I, there is a wall built by burdens
[01:50.19] Between you and I, there is a wall built by burdens
[02:00.83] How can I reach clarity?
[02:13.15] How can I reach clarity?
[02:15.57] I'm freaking out, I cannot escape
[02:20.32] These toxic thoughts are killing me
[02:24.06] I'll never be the same again
[02:29.86] The way I hate what I am
[02:35.23] I feel so futile
[02:43.58] I feel so futile
[02:49.45] Between you and I, there's a wall
[02:58.99] I'm freaking out, I cannot escape
[03:03.03] These toxic thoughts are killing me
[03:07.34] I'll never be the same again
[03:11.18] The way I hate me
[03:16.05] I'm freaking out, I cannot escape
[03:21.44] The way I hate what I am
[03:25.53] The way I hate what I am
[03:29.98] The way I hate me
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