Loner

[00:12.45] Fighting me inside of me I'm trying
[00:15.79] I can see the fire in my eyes
[00:18.83] I'll admit a part of me is dying
[00:21.87] But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
[00:25.76] And I don't really know ya
[00:28.05] I been killing everybody in my way I'm a soldier
[00:31.93] I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
[00:34.75] Fuck their feelings I don't want no friends I'm a loner
[00:37.84] Fuck 'em all they don't really know me
[00:39.50] The love is dead and they not my homie
[00:41.06] Tryna see it all eye to eye
[00:42.47] But I can't do that 'cause they all below me
[00:44.21] Full of pain I don't want the pills
[00:45.78] I wipe my tears with the dollar bills
[00:47.45] I done talked to like all my demons
[00:48.71] They told me not to hide how I feel
[00:50.63] I been controlling
[00:51.21] My own emotion
[00:51.97] I'm better off without any talking
[00:53.79] Every morning
[00:54.69] I'm back to holding on
[00:55.39] Every grudge that I ever started
[00:57.02] Heard the reaper he been calling
[00:58.43] Fighting back and I been stalling
[01:00.28] I ain't ready for that time yet
[01:01.55] 'Cause I got a lot left to accomplish
[01:03.34] Fighting me inside of me I'm trying
[01:06.60] I can see the fire in my eyes
[01:09.69] I'll admit a part of me is dying
[01:12.73] But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
[01:16.79] And I don't really know ya
[01:18.85] I been killing everybody in my way I'm a soldier
[01:22.62] I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
[01:25.51] Fuck their feelings I don't want no friends I'm a loner
[01:28.62] Got a lotta new burned bridges
[01:30.19] I don't care 'cause I don't miss 'em
[01:31.97] Better off being by myself
[01:33.35] 'Cause they never been in my own position
[01:35.14] Lotta talking they got opinions
[01:36.51] But none of them have got my experience
[01:38.35] 10 years I been doing this
[01:39.60] So why the fuck would I wanna hear 'em
[01:41.38] Back to working on every song
[01:42.76] Putting hours in and they paying off
[01:44.68] Can't forget when I started out
[01:46.04] 'Cause I'm here today could be gone tomorrow
[01:47.78] Fuck the trends I'm here to stay
[01:49.12] No I'm not a puppet I won't obey
[01:50.95] Anybody with an open hand
[01:52.36] 'Cause l see the fakes from a mile away
[01:54.01] Fighting me inside of me I'm trying
[01:57.45] I can see the fire in my eyes
[02:00.45] I'll admit a part of me is dying
[02:03.73] But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
[02:07.48] And I don't really know ya
[02:09.74] I been killing everybody in my way I'm a soldier
[02:13.80] I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
[02:16.32] Fuck their feelings I don't want no friends I'm a loner
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