Reach

Look at me
When I'm looking right past everything
That you say
Every day
It's so much I can't stop
Wondering
What this lifestyle will do to me
Every night
Every day
It's the same thing now

Why do I feel that this isn't real?
But it's so hard just to try and not feel
To all of the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight through the door
Bartender, one more
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?

I have tried
Just to reason and then question why
I'm right here
You're right there
And you're so secure now
I don't know that
I can't fight anymore and that's that
Every night
Every day
Where's my savior now?

Why do I feel that this isn't real?
But it's so hard just to try and not feel
To all of the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight through the door
Bartender, one more
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just tell me of love so sweet?
Don't wanna be alone

Why do I feel that this isn't real?
But it's so hard just to try and not feel
To all of the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight through the door
Bartender, one more
And I'll be falling right down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?

Why am I trying, fighting, hypnotizing
When what I do's not surprising?
From the things that I've done for so long
You know I'm wrong too
Why won't you show
What I should know?
'Cause it's so hard just to try and let go
I cannot fight for the sake of it anymore