Building the Barricade / On My Own - Live

Here I am alone again nowhere to go no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend
Without a face to say hello to
Another night is near and I can make believe he's here
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping I think of him and Im happy with the company Im keeping the city goes to bed and I can live inside my head
On my own pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights ar misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know its only in my mind that I'm talking to myself
But not to him and although I know that he is blind
Till I say theres a way for us
I love hm but when the night is over he is gone
A rivers just a river without him the world around me
Changes the trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers
I love him but every day im learning
All my life I'm only been pretending
Without me his world would go on turning
The world thats full of happiness I have never known
I love hm I love him I love him but only on my own