Fate (english version)

I don't know anything about love
I didn't know it would come to me like that
Then why my heart doesn't act like suppose
In front of whom I love
If I knew it would be like this
I wouldn't have to started this since the first place
I realize this is all my mistakes
And it was too late to regret it all
Everytime I really wish that you wouldn't by my love
Everytime I really hope that you are not the one
I told myself everythings that I feel it's nothing
I say it wasn't really love
Hope it would be ended by the time and destiny
Because all the pain I felt will stays remain on me
But even when I know it would be like that
I'm still trapped in my desires
It's really hurt me
I used to think too easy for everything
Allthought I know it was a wrong beginning
I thougth I could throw everything away
Whenever that I want
I ask myself what should I do?
I ask myself did I do something wrong too?
I should avoid your love and all about you
Allthought deep inside I really miss you
Everytime I really wish that you wouldn't by my love
Everytime I really hope that you are not the one
I told myself everythings that I feel it's nothing
I say it wasn't really love
Hope it would be ended by the time and destiny
Because all the pain I felt will stays remain on me
But even when I know it would be like that
I'm still trapped in my desires
It means nothing to me if the person wasn't you
And right now I can't help to always run to you
But reality told me
What I have to do that I should forget you
It's really hurt me