I'll Be Here When You Wake

Leave my bed warm
And I'll breathe in your smell
Shouldn't tell a single soul
You know it's right
I want to shout it out
It's killing me to hold
Hold it in my head
When there's barely room for me

And I say your name
In the darkness
Like it could be there
And I miss you more
When I'm coming down
And I fear the door

Leave my brain in knots
That I'll never quite unfurl
I can't head nor tail
Of this fizzing on my tongue
Both my hands are tied
So I can't pick up the phone
Even if I wanted to
By god, I don't

And I say your name
In the darkness
Like it could be there
And I miss you more
When I'm coming down
And I fear the door