Speck

[00:10.15] You want me to explain
[00:14.83] How i've been struggling?
[00:25.44] And how my self esteem
[00:30.00] Has fallen out of bed
[00:41.98] Inside i feel a mess,
[00:46.24] My thoughts betray me
[00:56.99] I keep thinking time has passed
[01:01.43] When the hour has stayed the same
[01:12.98] I am fucking low
[01:17.41] And it hurts far too much to be dead
[01:25.76] You're so beautiful
[01:33.45] And i'm nothing more than a speck
[01:45.66] I'm starting to feel small
[01:53.42] Cuz You're much bigger than me
[02:04.05] I watched how you grew tall
[02:09.03] While sitting in your chair
[02:19.22] My heart keeps acting up
[02:24.84] It's pretty scary
[02:36.80] Am i really what you want?
[02:41.90] I wish i didn't care,
[02:53.01] Please don't get me wrong
[02:58.02] But somehow it's beginning to hurt
[03:07.13] I just don't think it's fair
[03:14.09] How you silently speak thought my words
[03:22.38] My words
[03:32.87] I think i've said too much,
[03:39.35] I feel so emotional
[03:49.10] I'm so stupid it must make you sick
[03:57.13] To even believe in me
[04:03.24] Are you even there?
[04:20.96] Have you been feeling low?
[04:26.19] But you're weaker than you will admit
[04:37.08] I think you've beautiful
[04:42.40] But one day my face you'll forget
[04:50.69] Cause i'm nothing more than a speck
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