Dissipate

[00:51.28] My mind is heavy with the weight of where I've been
[00:56.37] And overbearing distance between me and myself
[01:02.46] Pray that I will make it through the day
[01:06.47] Pray that my hands won't start to shake
[01:09.36] My inner workings mend and break
[01:14.92] I mend and break
[01:17.41] I start to shake
[01:20.55] Mend and break
[01:24.54] And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day
[01:34.78] And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become
[01:38.65] It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again
[01:46.29] And I hope one day I'll leave this place
[01:50.82] But what hurts the most is seeing the ones I love
[01:54.98] Being afraid of where I go when I am alone
[02:01.03] When the bedroom floor becomes my home
[02:05.88] I shut my eyes, hold my ears and bury myself in guilt
[02:10.95] And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day
[02:20.63] And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become
[02:24.27] It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again
[02:32.37] And I hope one day I'll leave this place
[02:46.65] I've broken my spine
[02:52.16] Bending over backwards to ease my aches
[03:13.96] So stay, don't dissipate when I'm wearing thin in misery
[03:24.85] I'm still here
[03:27.36] Don't fade away when I'm wearing thin
[03:34.52] Promise me, promise me
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