Amnesia

[00:43.89] I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep
[00:50.74] Looking all peaceful but in my dreams I weep
[00:57.10] From far up I'm looking down upon myself
[01:04.51] And I wonder who it is that's lying there
[01:11.09] I feel like in a world all beside myself
[01:18.72] Afraid I won't wake up with no one there to care
[01:26.02] I know someone used to watch me in my sleep
[01:33.20] But some things seem just impossible to keep
[01:40.43] I fight hard to bring it back into my mind
[01:47.15] But to no use, it all seems to be a blank
[01:53.50] I wonder what it was that had me defined
[02:01.22] But one thing I know, I have myself to thank
[02:08.12] I feel like I have amnesia
[02:12.16] But I know it's myself I've lost
[02:15.43] I wonder what's happened so far
[02:18.76] And what might have been the cost
[02:22.60] I'm not sure I want to know
[02:26.09] Any of the things I've done
[02:29.76] I don't know yet where to go
[02:33.08] But I'll accept my past is gone
[02:36.59] I feel like I have amnesia
[02:40.16] And I've missed the heavenly host
[02:43.64] I'm surprised I've come this far
[02:47.04] Living without what I need most
[02:50.84] I don't think I can go back
[02:54.24] To the things that were before
[02:57.88] Though I'm now always wearing black
[03:01.24] I don't bemoan my life of yore
[03:04.94]
[03:22.51] I wake up and feel like I should be at home
[03:29.47] But I do not know this, it's not where I belong
[03:36.62] My head is dazed and my mind is all confused
[03:43.62] And I'm not quite sure that I'm really there
[03:50.04] But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused
[03:57.56] Into a blank place that could be anywhere
[04:04.67] I feel like I have been left out in the cold
[04:12.09] And it hurts to know that this is all my fault
[04:18.88] I leave this place to find familiar ground
[04:25.92] But the whole world seems to have been rearranged
[04:32.12] Now my former self is nowhere to be found
[04:40.18] And I know that it's myself that's changed
[04:47.00]
[05:29.48] I feel like I have amnesia
[05:33.30] But I know it's myself I've lost
[05:36.70] I wonder what's happened so far
[05:39.96] And what might have been the cost
[05:43.63] I'm not sure I want to know
[05:47.26] Any of the things I've done
[05:50.82] I don't know yet where to go
[05:54.25] But I'll accept my past is gone
[05:57.65] I feel like I have amnesia
[06:01.48] And I've missed the heavenly host
[06:05.07] I'm surprised I've come this far
[06:08.26] Living without what I need most
[06:11.97] I don't think I can go back
[06:15.46] To the things that were before
[06:18.82] Though I'm now always wearing black
[06:22.51] I don't bemoan my life of yore
[06:27.65] I feel like I have amnesia
[06:31.26]
[06:41.54] I feel like I have amnesia
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