Bad Dream

I found a passion at the age of five
A burning light inside my soul
Then with absolutely no warning the spark was snuffed out
Now I'm lost in the dark
So now I'm all alone; my best friends are my fear and doubt.
Crawling on the floor clawing at the walls; trying to find a way out

Bad dream. Make it stop. Make it stop.
Bad dream. Let me wake up.

Slipping into the sorrow inside my mind
No one sees the chaos behind these eyes
I'm sinking. Sinking. Just say goodbye.
Let me go. Let me go. Let me go.
I'll be fine.

Let me go. I'll be fine.
Let me go. I'm not fine.

I still believe that there's a purpose for my life
But it's getting harder
Harder to see it, my vision clouded by the strife
When something you've take for granted is taken away
It can bring you to your knees

I'm sick of being sick
I'm tired of being tired
I'm broken and it's breaking me
Trapped inside my brain with no hope for victory
Cause every second of my life is plagued by doubt
I don't think I will ever get out
It's breaking me
This curse is never ending

Slipping into the sorrow inside my mind
No one sees the chaos behind these eyes
I'm sinking. Sinking. Just say goodbye.
Let me go. Let me go. Let me go.
I'll be fine.

I'll only get better I'll never get worse
I'll never get better I'll only get worse
I'll only get better I'll never get worse
I'll never get better

This torture will end, I'll be set free from the curse
I want to believe the better things that I have heard
But the voices in my head are screaming these words
The voices are screaming

Never better. Only worse.