rose-tinted bitter grudge

You,
You claim to be a god
But all I see is fraud
Sad to be you
Sit down
And tell your metal fan
To stop blowing
The wind in my face
I bet you never thought
That it would have to come to this
The ones you've held in high regard
Fare still no better than the rest
So now I'm at a total loss
With no more care in the world
Yet I still live forever
I wanted to say
That I wanted you to stay
As far away from me
As you know how
But now you're no more
I still yearn to bear
My fangs at you again
As I knew how
You think I care if I soar high above your ground?
The difference parting us is something you have not found
Understand? I hope i've helped you
To realize your place
So thank me later for
Leaving you with some face!
I wanted to say
That I wanted you to stay
As far away from me
As you know how
But now you've come back
I still yearn to bear
My fangs at you again
As I knew how