And Lonely

I have been so sad and lonely, but I remember you, you, you.
I know exactly how you feel.
Dreams, don't even talk about them.
They won't leave me.
I wake in total disbelief and denial.
That is true, you are the one to blame.
I have always just wanted to have you come and take me away.
Than after I did as I thought you wanted, you married someone else.
It was game over after that.
Now, it's time for me to deal with my own reality.