Anhedonia, Pt. 1

[00:03.07] Love of mine
[00:04.99] I've come to hate
[00:10.77] Such animosity
[00:16.16] You create
[00:21.83] Love of mine
[00:25.64] I've come to hate
[00:30.21] Such animosity
[00:35.29] You create
[00:39.53]
[00:47.15] Hateful glances at my reflection
[00:53.50] To the man in the mirror
[00:56.74] I abhor you now
[01:01.19] You are the antithesis
[01:06.81] I'll now collate
[01:07.97] Reiterate
[01:10.45] To deconstruct
[01:11.97] And reinstate
[01:14.42] My thoughts of you
[01:15.05] Remain askew
[01:17.64] Despite assuaging, start anew
[01:25.83] Despite assuaging, start anew
[01:33.84] Despite assuaging, start anew
[01:55.40] Discussed in disgust
[01:57.10] This distrust
[01:57.81] Conceived deceit
[01:58.73] Constructs defeat
[02:05.04] Discussed in disgust
[02:05.59] This distrust
[02:06.48] Conceived deceit
[02:07.27] Constructs defeat
[02:13.15] Discussed in disgust
[02:14.50] This distrust
[02:15.43] Conceived deceit
[02:16.75] Constructs defeat
[02:22.26] Discussed in disgust
[02:23.79] This distrust
[02:24.69] Conceived deceit
[02:25.60] Constructs defeat
[02:32.10] Discussed in disgust
[02:34.26] This distrust
[02:35.94] Conceived deceit
[02:37.10] Constructs defeat
[02:42.63]
[03:21.29] Alone, in my thoughts, again
[03:42.74] Love of mine
[03:44.30] I've come to hate
[03:48.86] Such animosity
[03:56.09] You create
[04:00.67] The thoughts inate
[04:06.70] That now gestate
[04:11.45] Here I fixate
[04:15.60] As I abate
[04:22.42] Hands that used to dance with fingers intertwined
[04:27.09] Now seem to pay advance no single shred of mind
[04:32.31] How far will you lead me and how far will I lead myself?
[04:47.93] To the brink of madness
[04:56.01] Am I the only one at fault?
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