Popular Monster

[00:02.87] Yeah
[00:05.98] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.42] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.47] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:14.40] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.55] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.64] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:23.65] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:26.67] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:29.47] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.94] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.87] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.47] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
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[00:46.38] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:50.13] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.53] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:01.38] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:09.96] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:13.23] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.47] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.52] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.37] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:24.50] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:27.37] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:30.33] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.36] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.86] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.71] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.89] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.03] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:48.02] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.67] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.72] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:01.63] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:06.04] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:07.93] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:15.00] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:19.79] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
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[02:31.30] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:34.46] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:37.16] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:40.13] So the question I ask is
[02:42.25] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
[02:46.24] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:01.22] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:05.27] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.58] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:11.90] I'm not a popular, popular monster
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[03:24.84] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:27.70] I'm a popular, popular monster
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