Detached (feat. Jacob Wilkes)

My mind's racing, and I'm chasing this last bit of sleep
I'm not faking, if I make it, it'll feel bittersweet

A crack in the blinds has let in all the light
A sound from above that's disrupting your night
The cars in the distance patrol the outside
It's six in the morning, awake you lie

I told myself I'd change it, I tried to make amends
No matter what I do I just keep sleeping in

Stay up for the weekend, stay home for the night
Because I can't be bothered to wake up in time
Stay home for the weekend, stay home for the night
Stay home for the thousandth time

I know my friends still love me, I tell them that I care
I tell them I'm so sorry but I have to cancel plans

How fucking distant have I become?
I keep severing my ties with everyone
How fucking distant do I have to be?
Before everyone else fucking abandons me

I told myself I'd change it, I tried to make amends
No matter what I do I just keep sleeping in

Stay up for the weekend, stay home for the night
Because I can't be bothered to wake up in time
Stay home for the weekend, stay home for the night
Stay home for the thousandth time

I've grown so tired of running away
From all the problems that I face
The same afflictions keep plaguing me
And I don't have the strength to change
I keep avoiding the light of day
And I keep hurting the friends I miss
I've grown so tired of running away
Maybe I'm better off like this