I'm The X

[00:07.85] This news really changes everything
[00:14.63] I can't believe how wrong I've been
[00:23.34] Convinced myself we shared the same feelings
[00:30.93] I won't make that mistake again
[00:39.38] She's happy and carefree
[00:41.60] The opposite of me
[00:43.69] I can do the calculus
[00:47.40] For her I set aside
[00:49.41] My need to analyze
[00:51.71] Now I'm wrecked and searching for why
[00:56.45] I'm the X
[01:01.70] I've got no one but myself to blame
[01:08.22] I've betrayed my core philosophy
[01:17.10] Unbending reason must be my true north
[01:25.08] Lest I drown in this sea of pain
[01:31.61] I'm so dysfunctional
[01:33.40] Weak and emotional
[01:35.70] Feelings I just can't contain
[01:39.41] Escaping this misery or breaking free
[01:42.78] Not a possibility
[01:46.28] I solved for Y in my computation but missed vital information
[01:54.73] The variable so devastating
[02:00.36] I'm the X
[02:09.88] I'm the X
[02:17.86] I'm the X
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