Overture / Going Through the Motions

Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here is real
Nothing here is right
I've been making shows of trading blows just hoping no one knows
I've been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart!
I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawling out your grave
You find this fight just
Doesn't mean a thing
(Sure you got that swing)
Thanks for noticing

She does pretty well with fiends from hell
But lately we can tell
That she's going through the motions
Faking it somehow
She's now even half the girl she.
Ow.

Will I stay this way forever
Sleepwalk through my life's endevours
(How can I repay.)
Whatever
I don't wanna be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can't even see
If this is really me
And I just wanna be
Alive