insecure

[00:09.95] I wish that I could speak my mind,
[00:12.28] But my words don't ever really come out right
[00:15.13] My schooling stops at a GED
[00:17.39] And all my friends have some other kinda degree
[00:19.85] Watch me blow your mind
[00:22.76] With a stutter and a rhyme
[00:24.91] You'll wanna shut your eyes,
[00:26.88] Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind
[00:29.47] I'll say that I don't really care
[00:31.89] I'll lie until you disappear
[00:34.31] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[00:37.20] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[00:39.32] I'll lie and say I'm never scared,
[00:41.89] But people are my biggest fear
[00:44.26] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[00:47.12] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[00:52.33] I'm pretty insecure
[00:55.19]
[01:01.65] I'm not that tall only five foot ten
[01:03.70] And all my hair is fallin' out and I don't know if I fit in
[01:06.61] I can do a lot with a pad and a pen,
[01:08.75] But when there's people comin' round I head right back where I began
[01:11.60] Blowin' your mind
[01:13.84] With a stutter and a rhyme
[01:15.73] You'll wanna shut your eyes,
[01:18.17] Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind
[01:20.81] I'll say that I don't really care
[01:23.43] I'll lie until you disappear
[01:25.12] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[01:28.63] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[01:31.11] I'll lie and say I'm never scared,
[01:33.54] But people are my biggest fear
[01:36.08] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[01:38.80] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[01:44.18] I'm pretty insecure
[01:47.09]
[02:00.38] Tick tock tick tock I'm gonna go off
[02:02.85] But I'm not a lot, I never show off
[02:05.34] That's probably why I'm such a turn off
[02:07.79] And cause of all these damn guys that take their shirts off
[02:10.15] Nah, I'm fine right here, you make me nauseous
[02:12.62] And I feel a lot less weird when I watch the office
[02:15.29] That's why you'll find me right here, I hate your gossip
[02:17.55] And I don't talk enough, but you talk too often
[02:20.02] I grew up biblically raised
[02:21.22] That's just a technical phrase
[02:22.35] Don't think my friends think I'm saved
[02:23.68] And I don't know what I should say
[02:24.84] All their pathetic displays
[02:26.18] Yeah, their prophetic Sundays
[02:27.34] Yeah, it's what made me this way,
[02:28.54] So insecure everyday
[02:29.99] I'm not a typical man
[02:31.19] I'm just too damn difficult
[02:32.05] And I get real damn cynical
[02:33.44] When you grab your pad and your pen
[02:34.61] Cause I'm not clinical now
[02:35.93] And I won't be clinical then
[02:37.06] Yeah, all my invisible friends
[02:38.46] They like me for who I am
[02:39.55] I'll say that I don't really care
[02:42.10] I'll lie until you disappear
[02:44.46] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[02:47.10] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[02:49.49] I'll lie and say I'm never scared,
[02:51.86] But people are my biggest fear
[02:54.38] Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror,
[02:56.97] Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure
[03:02.42] I'm pretty insecure
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