Nosedive

[00:00.27] It's just been one of those days
[00:04.39] Where I can't see the point anymore
[00:09.01] Yeah, it's just been one of those days feeling anxious
[00:14.90] Reaching out, but ignored (but ignored)
[00:19.22] If only I could know how to come clean and let this go
[00:23.29] Instead of keeping habits I can't refrain from
[00:28.66] Well, maybe that's just me seeing so indifferently
[00:33.13] There'll be no rhyme or reason
[00:36.23] Or a shoulder to lean on
[00:38.75] It's no secret, 'cause I can see that
[00:41.10] I'm still busy being pissed at my reflection
[00:44.31] What's said and done from myself I can't out run
[00:47.94] I'm hanging on to this, and the pain held in my head
[00:53.40] With a life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in"
[00:58.04] Putting on another charade won't make it all go away
[01:02.92] You want honesty?
[01:04.27] But acting sorry for myself is comforting
[01:07.52] I'm searching for something that could kill me quick
[01:12.63] Give me the antidote for the mess I'm in
[01:16.53] No guidance, I'm lifeless, and so headstrong
[01:21.84] Help me find the difference in right and wrong
[01:26.91] And I know I'll just end up standing in smoke
[01:31.84] So I'll choke and invoke my former self as a ghost
[01:36.58] And I know I'll just end up standing in smoke
[01:41.30] With the words that I wrote but never spoke
[01:46.28] I'm hanging on to this, and the pain held in my head
[01:51.28] With a life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in"
[01:55.85] Putting on another charade won't make it all go away
[02:00.44] You want honesty?
[02:01.79] But acting sorry for myself is comforting
[02:05.54] Strapped in for the long hall
[02:09.01] I'd best learn how to enjoy the downfall
[02:14.79] Is there a reason to fight?
[02:18.85] I'll wilt away with no end in sight
[02:24.42] I've been here before but I don't recognize it anymore
[02:30.43] They say pain makes you stronger
[02:33.34] I'm weaker than ever
[02:36.19] Will it ever end?
[02:41.34] A feeling I discarded, since the moment all this started
[02:45.98] I'll never fit into the shape you made
[02:50.14] Would anyone just take my place?
[02:55.24] Restless and hopeless, spend every given day
[02:59.79] To waste it all away, I'm wasted away
[03:05.89] I'm wasted away
[03:07.65] I'm hanging on to this, and the pain held in my head
[03:12.74] With a life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in"
[03:17.31] Putting on another charade won't make it all go away
[03:22.13] You want honesty?
[03:23.26] But acting sorry for myself is comforting
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