Paralyzed

[00:00.09] Why did I have to be this way
[00:03.53] Hiding in shadows I create
[00:06.52] Getting crushed beneath their weight
[00:10.57] ON MY OWN
[00:23.12] Can't you hear my heart
[00:26.03] Rip it out and pick it apart
[00:28.14] Because something hasn't felt quite right
[00:31.73] From the start
[00:34.79] All these voices inside
[00:36.19] Who are they to decide
[00:37.69] That I'm reaching out in vain
[00:40.56] Though I'd rather feel nothing at all
[00:43.06] Than this pain
[00:47.13] Why did I have to be this way
[00:50.04] Hiding in shadows I create
[00:53.14] Getting crushed beneath their weight
[00:58.72] I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
[01:01.67] I only wish to be okay
[01:04.58] I feel them stare but they will never see
[01:08.50] (I'm all alone)
[01:15.44] Can you feel the heat
[01:18.30] I'll surrender before my defeat
[01:20.58] I guess I've run my course and now I'm
[01:24.16] Obsolete
[01:27.07] All these voices inside
[01:28.57] Who are they to decide
[01:30.03] That I'm reaching out in vain
[01:32.80] Though this empty shell
[01:36.03] Is everything that remains
[01:42.30] Why did I have to be this way
[01:45.22] Hiding in shadows I create
[01:48.33] Getting crushed beneath their weight
[01:52.34] (On my own)
[01:54.04] I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
[01:56.91] I only wish to be okay
[01:59.86] I feel them stare but they will never see
[02:03.88] (I'm all alone)
[02:05.86] I see my shape as I'm fading away
[02:08.80] Just a stain on the wall just a name to decay
[02:11.97] I'm tired of playing someone else's part
[02:16.35] Just to feel again
[02:18.58] Fail again
[02:19.84] I see my shape as I'm fading away
[02:22.42] And I'm tired of playing someone else's part
[02:39.23] Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
[02:42.18] Is there hope of redemption
[02:45.17] Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
[02:47.84] I think I'm starting to see
[02:50.96] Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
[02:53.85] Is this just a perception
[02:57.14] Help me feel again
[03:03.60] Help me go
[03:09.66] Why did I have to be this way
[03:15.41] Hiding in shadows I create
[03:15.67] Getting crushed beneath their weight
[03:19.53] (On my own)
[03:21.48] I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
[03:24.11] I only wish to be okay
[03:27.04] I feel them stare but they will never see
[03:31.12] I'm all alone
[03:34.01] I'm all alone
[03:37.06] I'm all alone
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