Crux
๐ต 1931 characters
โฑ๏ธ 5:17 duration
๐ ID: 3779277
๐ Lyrics
I wake up and I'm sitting upon the edge of a chair with no light to shine!
My eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign!
My arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing!
I clench my jaw 'til my face starts to sting!
(Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make)
(Just one more life for you to selfishly take)
I'm just an empty host, watch as I fall! (watch as I fall)
She's just a vixen conning me to end it all!
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
Time begins to haunt me as I focus on the depths of the click
The clock-hands wrap around my neck to show me all the pain I inflict
Please tell me if you lived, would you say that it's true?
Would you still love me as the mother, or the lover I once knew?
She's just too real to me!
She's just a fucking dream!
She rest inside of my mouth!
And makes me bite my tongue!
The blood comes rushing out!
Draining, draining, the blood drains away!
Dying, dying, I'm dying today!
Finally, finally, I'm feeling alive!
Devil, Devil, I give you my life!
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
"Darkness overtakes the room
No sight, no sound, nobody
As I perspire I feel the cold chill of sweat slide down my body like a frozen blade
The room, although enclosed, gains the presence of a frigid wind nearing me
It's grim, it's deathly, it's beautiful
My tongue rests between my teeth as I hesitate to lock my jaw shut
The frigid presence wraps around me like motherly apathy
'Clench your jaw shut, it will all be over soon
No more pain, no more agony
No more living with the immense guilt that I have inflicted on you
Do it, my son
I swear that you'll die'"
My eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign!
My arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing!
I clench my jaw 'til my face starts to sting!
(Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make)
(Just one more life for you to selfishly take)
I'm just an empty host, watch as I fall! (watch as I fall)
She's just a vixen conning me to end it all!
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
Time begins to haunt me as I focus on the depths of the click
The clock-hands wrap around my neck to show me all the pain I inflict
Please tell me if you lived, would you say that it's true?
Would you still love me as the mother, or the lover I once knew?
She's just too real to me!
She's just a fucking dream!
She rest inside of my mouth!
And makes me bite my tongue!
The blood comes rushing out!
Draining, draining, the blood drains away!
Dying, dying, I'm dying today!
Finally, finally, I'm feeling alive!
Devil, Devil, I give you my life!
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
Take me, leave me out to dry
Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
Heaven, turn me into a thrall
Give me the courage to end it all
"Darkness overtakes the room
No sight, no sound, nobody
As I perspire I feel the cold chill of sweat slide down my body like a frozen blade
The room, although enclosed, gains the presence of a frigid wind nearing me
It's grim, it's deathly, it's beautiful
My tongue rests between my teeth as I hesitate to lock my jaw shut
The frigid presence wraps around me like motherly apathy
'Clench your jaw shut, it will all be over soon
No more pain, no more agony
No more living with the immense guilt that I have inflicted on you
Do it, my son
I swear that you'll die'"
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:57.38] I wake up and I'm sitting upon the edge of a chair with no light to shine!
[01:01.65] My eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign!
[01:06.39] My arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing!
[01:10.64] I clench my jaw 'til my face starts to sting!
[01:15.29] (Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make)
[01:19.47] (Just one more life for you to selfishly take)
[01:23.88] I'm just an empty host, watch as I fall! (watch as I fall)
[01:28.48] She's just a vixen conning me to end it all!
[01:32.50] Take me, leave me out to dry
[01:37.23] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[01:40.77] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[01:45.86] Give me the courage to end it all
[01:49.64]
[02:07.36] Time begins to haunt me as I focus on the depths of the click
[02:15.92] The clock-hands wrap around my neck to show me all the pain I inflict
[02:24.94] Please tell me if you lived, would you say that it's true?
[02:33.52] Would you still love me as the mother, or the lover I once knew?
[02:42.97] She's just too real to me!
[02:47.11] She's just a fucking dream!
[02:51.15] She rest inside of my mouth!
[02:55.68] And makes me bite my tongue!
[02:57.53] The blood comes rushing out!
[02:59.94]
[03:08.39] Draining, draining, the blood drains away!
[03:13.15] Dying, dying, I'm dying today!
[03:17.17]
[03:26.06] Finally, finally, I'm feeling alive!
[03:30.21] Devil, Devil, I give you my life!
[03:34.18] Take me, leave me out to dry
[03:39.07] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[03:43.39] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[03:48.11] Give me the courage to end it all
[03:51.80] Take me, leave me out to dry
[03:56.12] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[04:01.09] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[04:05.56] Give me the courage to end it all
[04:08.86]
[04:28.42] "Darkness overtakes the room
[04:31.24] No sight, no sound, nobody
[04:35.05] As I perspire I feel the cold chill of sweat slide down my body like a frozen blade
[04:41.00] The room, although enclosed, gains the presence of a frigid wind nearing me
[04:45.31] It's grim, it's deathly, it's beautiful
[04:49.74] My tongue rests between my teeth as I hesitate to lock my jaw shut
[04:54.30] The frigid presence wraps around me like motherly apathy
[04:58.14] 'Clench your jaw shut, it will all be over soon
[05:01.53] No more pain, no more agony
[05:04.47] No more living with the immense guilt that I have inflicted on you
[05:09.01] Do it, my son
[05:10.93] I swear that you'll die'"
[05:12.62]
[01:01.65] My eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign!
[01:06.39] My arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing!
[01:10.64] I clench my jaw 'til my face starts to sting!
[01:15.29] (Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make)
[01:19.47] (Just one more life for you to selfishly take)
[01:23.88] I'm just an empty host, watch as I fall! (watch as I fall)
[01:28.48] She's just a vixen conning me to end it all!
[01:32.50] Take me, leave me out to dry
[01:37.23] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[01:40.77] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[01:45.86] Give me the courage to end it all
[01:49.64]
[02:07.36] Time begins to haunt me as I focus on the depths of the click
[02:15.92] The clock-hands wrap around my neck to show me all the pain I inflict
[02:24.94] Please tell me if you lived, would you say that it's true?
[02:33.52] Would you still love me as the mother, or the lover I once knew?
[02:42.97] She's just too real to me!
[02:47.11] She's just a fucking dream!
[02:51.15] She rest inside of my mouth!
[02:55.68] And makes me bite my tongue!
[02:57.53] The blood comes rushing out!
[02:59.94]
[03:08.39] Draining, draining, the blood drains away!
[03:13.15] Dying, dying, I'm dying today!
[03:17.17]
[03:26.06] Finally, finally, I'm feeling alive!
[03:30.21] Devil, Devil, I give you my life!
[03:34.18] Take me, leave me out to dry
[03:39.07] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[03:43.39] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[03:48.11] Give me the courage to end it all
[03:51.80] Take me, leave me out to dry
[03:56.12] Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry
[04:01.09] Heaven, turn me into a thrall
[04:05.56] Give me the courage to end it all
[04:08.86]
[04:28.42] "Darkness overtakes the room
[04:31.24] No sight, no sound, nobody
[04:35.05] As I perspire I feel the cold chill of sweat slide down my body like a frozen blade
[04:41.00] The room, although enclosed, gains the presence of a frigid wind nearing me
[04:45.31] It's grim, it's deathly, it's beautiful
[04:49.74] My tongue rests between my teeth as I hesitate to lock my jaw shut
[04:54.30] The frigid presence wraps around me like motherly apathy
[04:58.14] 'Clench your jaw shut, it will all be over soon
[05:01.53] No more pain, no more agony
[05:04.47] No more living with the immense guilt that I have inflicted on you
[05:09.01] Do it, my son
[05:10.93] I swear that you'll die'"
[05:12.62]