Denial

[00:04.32] I refuse to believe this is what's left for me
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[00:21.57] If this is real, is this the fucking reckoning?
[00:25.51] Calcify my bones or whatever is left of me
[00:29.13] We die to feel alive
[00:32.13] My eyes slowly closing, but I am spinning on the inside
[00:38.43] We wanna survive by never feeling our pain
[00:41.61] Refuse to acknowledge reality and push it away
[00:45.24] Does anyone have the strength to look inside our head?
[00:48.88] The only issue is everyone wishes they were dead
[00:56.40] The only issue is everyone wishes they were dead
[01:02.28] What a fucking shame
[01:05.68] But I just gotta know
[01:07.15] How long does it burn?
[01:11.14] Is there any chance I could make it out of here?
[01:14.69] How long will it hurt?
[01:18.74] I refuse to believe this is what's happening
[01:22.11] Over and over again
[01:24.09] This is the time that I am searching for truth
[01:26.75] Since jumped in front of my bullet I've hid away from the news
[01:30.72] And I loved you 'til death even though some won't agree
[01:34.12] So I buried you in the back, so you're closer to me
[01:37.94] I am the one you buried deep down inside
[01:41.38] There is nowhere to run and there is nowhere to hide
[01:45.14] Take a look in the mirror
[01:48.98] To see what you have become (see what you have become)
[01:52.14] It's a downward spiral
[01:53.74] No chance of denial
[01:55.49] You'll never escape
[01:57.49] From what you have done
[01:59.35] Struggle to feel alive
[02:01.34] If this is real, is this the fucking reckoning?
[02:05.11] Calcify my bones or whatever is left of me
[02:08.63] We die to feel alive
[02:11.56] My eyes slowly closing, but I am spinning on the inside
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[02:20.75] Spinning in the inside
[02:22.65] As what is left of me
[02:24.40] Bludgeoned by clarity
[02:26.06] My eyes are burning red
[02:27.60] I can't believe that you're dead
[02:31.39] (I can't believe that you're dead)
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