Depression

[00:06.15] Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day
[00:10.55] Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place
[00:13.89] I refuse to make amends
[00:16.56] I'm done with this torture and I'm begging for all the pain to end
[00:20.69] The price of death has me stuck
[00:23.02] Trying to run from this grave that I've dug
[00:26.69] I never once pictured God above
[00:29.33] Drowning in fear feeling stuck in this rut
[00:33.98] Repent to the God that never answered shit
[00:37.15] We're so fucking blind why does no one seem to question it
[00:40.64] I'm so sick of everyone asking me about a situation of what is lеft of me
[00:47.48] Give it to me straight am I thе root of the problem
[00:50.77] I can't seem to find my way out of
[00:53.45] Misanthropic mindsets are embedded inside of me
[00:57.16] I need to get a handle on my psyche
[01:00.36] (I can't feel my heart beat)
[01:07.35] (Feeling like I struggle to know who)
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[01:22.67] I'm begging for escape
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[01:35.23] Just want to feel alive
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[02:09.89] Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day
[02:13.33] Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place
[02:16.96] I refuse to make amends
[02:19.84] I'm done with this torture and I'm begging for all the pain to end
[02:23.98] The price of death has me stuck
[02:26.13] Trying to run from this grave that I've dug
[02:30.12] I never once pictured God above
[02:32.84] Drowning in fear feeling stuck in this rut
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[02:42.81] Take whatever is left of me
[02:45.88] Let me down so the cycle repeats
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[03:01.87] Since the start of the day there was no evil to spread
[03:04.82] I never wanted to let you see the words that I say
[03:08.34] I know I never will, trying to feel okay
[03:11.33] I wasn't done with my actions, I'm sentenced to decay
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