Gorgeous

[00:22.55] Twist the knife
[00:25.55] Dig deeper into my skin
[00:28.25] I can't feel you
[00:31.79] I want to watch the sweat drip down your eyes
[00:34.44] I want to know you deserve this
[00:37.91] Praying the sky would fall down on me
[00:41.67] Obliterate me entirely
[00:44.92] Begging a god that don't know me for swift relief
[00:48.62] That's when they answered me
[00:52.54] Yeah, I took that jagged pill
[00:56.07] Took a look inside and I saw myself
[00:59.47] For who I really was
[01:00.90] Either burning bridges or choking on dust
[01:04.18] Filling this void with synthetics
[01:08.12] Bury my head in the sand
[01:10.12] Made me so apathetic
[01:13.09] But the feeling's gorgeous
[01:18.88] Standing at the edge of it all
[01:23.01] Can I wash away this pain if I fall
[01:27.03]
[01:36.50] Can I wash away this pain
[01:41.26] (And now my body is empty)
[01:46.24] Freed from this flesh and bone
[01:48.36] No longer begging on bent knees
[01:53.13] Exit the machine
[01:54.95] The gravity of everything unsaid
[01:58.45] Pulling me under hanging by a thread
[02:02.18] Was all this sweat really worth this
[02:05.77] I honestly ain't found one shred of purpose
[02:10.66] And I'm all over the map
[02:14.07] I gave up searching when my eyes turned black
[02:18.88]
[02:29.97] Tear me apart (tear me apart)
[02:34.33] Leaving me here (leaving me here)
[02:38.11] For the worms and the dirt
[02:44.15] Crawling out from underneath this side
[02:48.44] Vision blurry stare you in the eyes
[02:57.48] Begging for you to twist the knife
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