Lavender

[00:19.56] I lay my head in line with the rest
[00:23.18] Bent apart, crooked teeth
[00:25.03] Sunken deep into my chest
[00:28.19] Claw away my eyes
[00:30.45] And empty my head
[00:32.46] There's one thing I can't forget
[00:34.71] It keeps me upright in bed
[00:37.08] People get what they're worth
[00:39.27] I'm hoping you will too
[00:41.69] I've been pulling teeth so I could finally get to you
[00:45.81] Rearrange my body and turn me into you
[00:50.20] My life of idols and stone
[00:53.02] I'll hold my breath till I'm blue
[01:05.49] I can feel your grip crushing straight to the bone
[01:18.56] You're so ice cold
[01:19.92] You might as well be a clone
[01:21.34] I can see that you don't need to be
[01:22.85] Exposed now we will see
[01:25.20] I'll fucking tear my eyes out just to sew them shut
[01:27.51] Try to take my walls down but I'll build them up
[01:29.64] Tell me is it a sin?
[01:31.80] To kill you now or let it sink in?
[01:33.74] Do you think you ended me?
[01:50.72] Have you listened to the words that remain unseen?
[01:54.37] I know you know who I wanted to be
[01:57.61] Why do you put this hate on me?
[02:01.43] I've found the meaning is nothing
[02:05.72] And living is sad
[02:07.93] But at least I feel something
[02:10.51] Although all of it is bad
[02:12.54] I won't give of myself I know that you will attack
[02:16.88] If this was all we had
[02:19.11] I want you to take it back
[02:22.08] Oh lavender why do you stare?
[02:26.18] I won't take part
[02:28.65] I just don't care
[02:30.74] I'll cry for you and give you my hopes
[02:35.49] So those around me can tighten the ropes
[02:40.24] Take a look at my broken fucking hands
[02:53.21] I lay upon these shadows just so I can hide my head in the sand
[02:58.49] Or just from you
[03:02.65] Rearrange me
[03:10.72] Cut apart my body
[03:11.72] And turn me into something new
[03:13.94] My life of idols and stone
[03:16.48] I'll hold my breath till I'm blue
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