SYMBIOTIC SUICIDE
๐ต 924 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:06 duration
๐ ID: 3782498
๐ Lyrics
Deadbeat
Mocked by blurred out faces
Grin the same, but always shifting places
And from what I see
No-one else is aware, is it only me?
Please god, erase me
I'm doomed and I'm slowly going fucking crazy
Cursed to look just like you
So my own mother is too afraid to face me
Formative years soaked in grey
A childhood spent running just so we could feel safe
But you knew then, and you know it still
The apathy in your eyes would slowly kill me
I feel the sting of wind and rain
Yet it won't wash away all this fucking shame
Every crash leaves a deafening silence
Cautioning impending violence
Mocked by blurred out faces
Grin the same, but always shifting places
So when you look at me
You can see the product that trauma breeds
I lost all sense of family
The day you tried to murder my mother and me
No love, no reparations
For a deadbeat cunt
I lost all sense of family
The day you tried to murder my mother and me
Mocked by blurred out faces
Grin the same, but always shifting places
And from what I see
No-one else is aware, is it only me?
Please god, erase me
I'm doomed and I'm slowly going fucking crazy
Cursed to look just like you
So my own mother is too afraid to face me
Formative years soaked in grey
A childhood spent running just so we could feel safe
But you knew then, and you know it still
The apathy in your eyes would slowly kill me
I feel the sting of wind and rain
Yet it won't wash away all this fucking shame
Every crash leaves a deafening silence
Cautioning impending violence
Mocked by blurred out faces
Grin the same, but always shifting places
So when you look at me
You can see the product that trauma breeds
I lost all sense of family
The day you tried to murder my mother and me
No love, no reparations
For a deadbeat cunt
I lost all sense of family
The day you tried to murder my mother and me
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:06.78] Deadbeat
[00:19.02] Mocked by blurred out faces
[00:21.44] Grin the same, but always shifting places
[00:24.52] And from what I see
[00:27.33] No-one else is aware, is it only me?
[00:31.61] Please god, erase me
[00:32.85] I'm doomed and I'm slowly going fucking crazy
[00:35.68] Cursed to look just like you
[00:39.01] So my own mother is too afraid to face me
[01:07.89] Formative years soaked in grey
[01:13.28] A childhood spent running just so we could feel safe
[01:19.56] But you knew then, and you know it still
[01:25.75] The apathy in your eyes would slowly kill me
[01:32.40] I feel the sting of wind and rain
[01:37.65] Yet it won't wash away all this fucking shame
[01:43.21] Every crash leaves a deafening silence
[01:49.99] Cautioning impending violence
[01:57.86] Mocked by blurred out faces
[02:00.63] Grin the same, but always shifting places
[02:03.32] So when you look at me
[02:06.34] You can see the product that trauma breeds
[02:24.28] I lost all sense of family
[02:27.94] The day you tried to murder my mother and me
[02:33.38] No love, no reparations
[02:36.94] For a deadbeat cunt
[02:59.14] I lost all sense of family
[03:01.80] The day you tried to murder my mother and me
[03:03.59]
[00:19.02] Mocked by blurred out faces
[00:21.44] Grin the same, but always shifting places
[00:24.52] And from what I see
[00:27.33] No-one else is aware, is it only me?
[00:31.61] Please god, erase me
[00:32.85] I'm doomed and I'm slowly going fucking crazy
[00:35.68] Cursed to look just like you
[00:39.01] So my own mother is too afraid to face me
[01:07.89] Formative years soaked in grey
[01:13.28] A childhood spent running just so we could feel safe
[01:19.56] But you knew then, and you know it still
[01:25.75] The apathy in your eyes would slowly kill me
[01:32.40] I feel the sting of wind and rain
[01:37.65] Yet it won't wash away all this fucking shame
[01:43.21] Every crash leaves a deafening silence
[01:49.99] Cautioning impending violence
[01:57.86] Mocked by blurred out faces
[02:00.63] Grin the same, but always shifting places
[02:03.32] So when you look at me
[02:06.34] You can see the product that trauma breeds
[02:24.28] I lost all sense of family
[02:27.94] The day you tried to murder my mother and me
[02:33.38] No love, no reparations
[02:36.94] For a deadbeat cunt
[02:59.14] I lost all sense of family
[03:01.80] The day you tried to murder my mother and me
[03:03.59]