Room

I'm in a place i told myself i wouldn't go.
A million miles from a house i can't call home.
I wanna leave it behind.
Stained carpets and all the things we hide.
I'm gone for it all, in my mind.
God bless the freak show we call "us". i miss home.
An ordinary life seems bland, but ours is chrome.
I never wanted anything more than a room.
Some place to lay my head. a place where i'd have you.
It's as bad as it seems. i'm losing sleep over the screams.
I'm away for it all. god help me.
I came down. i turned blue and choked.
I came down again.