Better Version of Me

[00:36.38] You look at me as I am now and then extrapolate
[00:39.95] You say there's good in me but I just wanna amputate
[00:43.32] The parts that make me sad, the parts I've never had
[00:46.72] So I can start anew
[00:50.18] I have a coping mechanism that I put in place
[00:53.69] I remove every emotion from my hollow face
[00:56.90] It's just a thing I do, it's just a thing I do
[01:00.13] When I'm confused
[01:04.36] I have a feeling that I'm losing my mind
[01:06.86] Cannot deny this is a difficult time
[01:10.99] And yet I'm telling everybody I love
[01:13.82] That I'm fine
[01:17.88] I have to pull myself together again
[01:20.49] Give something back to all my family and friends
[01:24.56] It's such a pressure on my temporal lobe
[01:27.53] But I still have hope
[01:31.33] I wanna be a better version of me
[01:34.04] I have a vision that one day I'll be free
[01:38.17] I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
[01:40.85] I'm not delirious
[01:44.99] I wanna be a better version of me
[01:47.48] I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
[01:51.73] Instead of saving me from every mistake
[01:54.16] I'm deadly serious
[01:57.70] And when you break it down, you say it's psychological
[02:00.97] I look at things in the wrong way, I'm too illogical
[02:04.58] And when it matters most, when it matters most
[02:07.61] I fall apart
[02:10.98] A broken heart, a broken soul, a broken everything
[02:14.41] My inability to mend is at the root of it
[02:18.05] If I could find a fix, if I could find a fix
[02:21.34] To be a better me
[02:25.35] I've got a feeling that I'm losing my mind
[02:27.97] Cannot deny this is a difficult time (time)
[02:32.27] And yet I'm telling everybody I love
[02:35.04] That I'm fine (that I'm fine)
[02:39.17] I have to pull myself back together again
[02:41.48] Give something back to all my family and friends
[02:45.68] It's such a pressure on my temporal lobe
[02:48.53] But I still have hope
[02:52.53] I wanna be a better version of me
[02:55.08] I have a vision that one day I'll be free
[02:59.26] I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
[03:01.92] I'm not delirious (I'm not delirious)
[03:05.97] I wanna be a better version of me
[03:08.72] I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
[03:12.76] Instead of saving me from every mistake
[03:15.40] I'm deadly serious (I'm deadly serious)
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[03:32.17] I'm gonna be who I need to be
[03:34.33] Love who I wanna love
[03:36.36] Live how I wanna live
[03:37.96] Be a better version of me
[03:39.61] Be who I need to be
[03:41.19] Love who I wanna love
[03:43.13] Live how I wanna live
[03:44.82] Be a better version of me
[03:46.57] Be who I need to be
[03:47.92] Love who I wanna love
[03:49.73] Live how I wanna live
[03:51.64] Be a better version of me
[03:53.13] Be who I need to be
[03:54.59] Love who I wanna love
[03:56.49] Live how I wanna live
[03:58.29] Be a better version of me
[04:01.96] I wanna be a better version of me
[04:04.46] I have a vision that one day I'll be free
[04:08.63] I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
[04:11.14] I'm not delirious (I'm not delirious)
[04:15.24] I wanna be a better version of me
[04:17.82] I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
[04:22.07] Instead of saving me from every mistake
[04:24.78] I'm deadly serious (I'm deadly serious)
[04:28.01] I'm gonna be
[04:29.04] (I wanna be a better version of me)
[04:31.91] Love, love, love, love who I wanna love
[04:35.28] Live, live, live, live how I wanna live
[04:38.87] Be, be, be, be, be a better version of...
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