Afraid of Me (feat. Struggle Jennings)

[00:00.38] I take a moment just to breathe when I'm feeling that stress
[00:03.35] With my sins on my sleeve, with what heart I have left
[00:06.04] 'Til I take my last breath, I will battle with the flesh
[00:08.40] I picked the side for which I ride, there ain't no straddle in the fizz (Lord, please!)
[00:12.49] I feel the time passing by
[00:14.02] I can feel the crash coming, I been on a manic high
[00:16.78] Reminisce to cooking packs, changed my life, no looking back
[00:19.15] The only man I fear is the reflection I'm looking at
[00:22.02] Only time I'm ever happy is when I'm keeping a buzz
[00:24.41] I feel a wall around myself and the people I love
[00:27.42] Lord, protect me from the storm, I feel the thunder again
[00:30.09] I done prayed before with a pistol under my chin (Lord, please!)
[00:34.07] 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:35.85] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[00:38.34] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:41.21] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[00:43.85] I'm so afraid of me
[00:46.30] My demons keep chasing me
[00:49.28] There ain't no saving me
[00:51.66] I can't get away from me (pray for me)
[00:55.28] 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:56.94] I can't get away from me (pray for me)
[01:00.78] I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:02.32] I can't get away from me
[01:07.85] I can't get away from me
[01:13.06] I can't get away from me
[01:15.71] Running from the devil, stiletto's on the gas pedal
[01:18.35] Pain so high that she crying in a falsetto
[01:21.05] Echoes of my last words' louder than her screams
[01:23.73] Living in a nightmare, I promised her a dream
[01:26.18] But I promise it ain't her, it's just me
[01:28.24] My life is slipping through my hand, her love's at my feet
[01:30.69] I beat myself up 'til my eyes swelled shut
[01:33.32] So I can't see the love and the choice that's in front of me, fuck
[01:37.24] I feel stuck in a rut, deep pain in my gut
[01:39.88] I'm an angel to my demons that duck that cup
[01:42.55] Built a wall around my heart not to hide
[01:44.63] It's to keep my lover safe from what I see inside
[01:47.63] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[01:50.78] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:53.05] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[01:55.95] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:58.67] I'm so afraid of me
[02:00.82] My demons keep chasing me
[02:04.01] There ain't no saving me
[02:06.21] I can't get away from me
[02:08.84] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[02:11.56] I can't get away from me
[02:14.32] Pray for me, I just didn't wanna be alone
[02:16.92] I can't get away from me
[02:22.13] I can't get away from me
[02:27.71] I can't get away from me
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